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You will die in 5 years if you don't and maybe die if you do?

9/20/2016

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If you dont take chemo you will die in 5 years.
And if I do take chemo how long will I live? Shoulder shrug, no answer, no guarantees.
​What would you do?

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Just over 3 weeks ago I had a girl same age as my youngest daughter Gilly come to me for a nutrition consultation.
She has cancer and has been in the system for 3 years when she was first diagnosed.
It started with ovarian so a full hysterectomy, oophorectomy then the first round of chemo was the treatment.
During the first chemo she became super sensitive, paranoid and her ability to control herself went. She ended up in Mount Carmel, the psychiatric hospital on the island of Malta.
Her dad had just lost his wife, her mother and now his daughter was diagnosed with cancer plus the added stress of her appearing to lose her mind with the drugs.

She does not remember all of it clearly but it created depression and a deep seated fear of chemotherapy..

Then 2 years later it recurred and once again chemo was the only thing on offer. 
At this stage she was desperate to try other ways but failed to find the necessary support and ended up taking another 6 rounds, much against her deepest intuition.
Then less that a year later the cancer has spread.
Now a major operation is one of the options on the table. Removing part of the intestine and liver.  She is waiting to see if that is an option.
If not that then more chemo, that's all they have.
She was adamant she was having no more chemo and the oncologist shouted at her if you don't take chemo you will be dead in 5 years.
Charming.

I listen to the story stunned as usual at the systems idea of healing.
The fact she has lost her mum, I think what if this was my child, AND the fact that has already had 2 chemos which have clearly not worked makes me sad and my fighter instinct kicks in.

I said well what I would do if it was me, I would go on the Gerson therapy tomorrow, full force and intention, I would ask to delay the op for a few weeks to see if I could make an impact on this disease.
It is no secret that I have no faith in our conventional cancer care, it never addresses the root cause or even talks about the hundreds of thousands of people who heal in other ways.
They say there is no data which is just a downright lie.
Plus I have a strong feeling that she has candida which could be the origin of a lot of her problems and insidious fungus that can destroy our health.

I had no idea at this point that she desperately wanted to try a natural way and that I had just given her the courage with the possibility of full support.
When I take clients on I interact with them daily at first until they get confident and sure about their healing rituals.
She had never felt safe and supported enough to try it naturally, now she did.

We arranged that she would come back for a releasing session 3 days later.
During that time her story went over and over in my mind. It makes me rage to think how she was treated and spoken too. Her poor dad too and brothers, cancer does not just affect one person.
I was in an unusual situation at home. No guests, no airbnb, no friends.
I was in this big flat alone. I thought about her detox and guessed it would be pretty brutal, I sent her for a candida test to see what she was potentially going to have to get through.
I decided to invite her to stay for a month so that I could fully support her in this quest to change this disease path.
I pondered the consequences of this briefly but really felt my house was empty for a reason and that reason was to support this gutsy, strong spiritual being.
I invited her, she accepted and moved in on sunday the 11th September.
Her dad was bringing her up, I was keen to meet him to put his mind at rest, I cannot imagine all that the poor man has been through.
He was very calm, seemed happy that she was trying this approach and it all felt right and good to me.
My only concern was the candida test, it showed 40% when it should sit at 10.
This was the highest I had ever seen and was contributing to her disease big time.
Its even possible it caused it on a physical level, we may never know.

Candida itself can be remedied in a fairly short time but the big problem is the die off.
It can be horrendous! So I was glad she was going to be with me should this happen.
And it did.
2 am she knocked my door with the pain and looked terrible and frightened.
In a strange house with a strange granny taking the road less travelled it was a lot for her to cope with.
Then the fear that the pain was related to the cancer, which I knew it was not, but I understood why it scared her.
We drank some lemon and ginger tea and chatted for a bit, but she never slept a wink the entire night.
The next couple of days were a struggle for her.
The body was screaming and the detox had well and truly begun.
Under normal circumstances you would take it slower, but we had a point to prove and did not want to waste time.
Then it passed, she started to laugh and chat and the pain subsided.
Every day we are releasing, tapping, visualising, meditating, we even did some qi gong yesterday and chanting.
She is experiencing fogginess and some sadness which is to be expected with such a drastic change of lifestyle, people and food.
Not only has she changed her external enviroment but her internal one too.

Some of her family and friends were not supportive to start with.
Who is she?
What qualifications does she have?
Can you trust her? 200% she answered.
Someone even said she was committing suicide if she did not take the chemo, others opinion and points of views can weigh heavy.

Amazing the things people that love you say.

I understand the questions, if it was my sister or friend I would want to know too.
When you believe in the system you find what I do weird and possibly dangerous simply because you do not understand.
Its against your belief system.
And the ego holds on super tight to the BS the belief systems.

Since watching too many of my loved ones die through the "treatments" I have searched for another way.
Is it guaranteed?
I believe and know that when you respect, love and listen to your body it will do its best to regain balance.
There are never any guarantees in life but to quote Sabrina, she would rather die up in Wardija drinking juice than in Mater Dei having her 3rd lot of chemo.

I believe 100% she can heal or I would never have invited her into my home.
She is as brave, strong and determined as anyone I have ever seen, and that's what you need to be.
She throws away others beliefs and points of view that she does not want to take as her own, this is where most people fall down. They cave to others needs and deny their own.

She has also been put on a lot of medication due to the mental and emotional damage the treatment did to her. I thought it was just an anti depressant but she has a concoction of drugs on a daily basis that simply cannot serve the body long term.
She wants and needs to get off most if not all of them, so that is another challenge she will be facing.

Health care?
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I will do everything in my power to help her heal her body.
Over 2 decades of learning and researching for the answer to my questions.
Why does your immune system let you down?
How can we heal the body naturally?

We are making some vlogs.
Follow her journey, please feel free to message your support and ideas.
Together we can move out of the dark ages.

Up here on the hill she has no temptations, beautiful views, time and space for herself.
Its another world and that is what most of us need when drastic change has to happen.

We need a healing community, a place where those of us who believe in the body can come and learn how to recreate health and happiness.
14 Comments
Heather Scott
9/21/2016 06:38:48 am

Good luck Sabrina will be thinking of you, and will miss you at our art classes, I hope that you are keeping up with your art. xx

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Mairi Stones link
9/21/2016 07:47:50 am

GO FOR IT! Two brave and courageous women. XX

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miriam Ancilleru
9/21/2016 08:35:00 am

Be strong we will give you our support you know
we love you

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Susan Farrugia
9/21/2016 09:14:21 am

Sabrina, Be Strong you can do this. You are loved by all who know you. May God always bless you and your new friend.

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Tricia Cauchi
9/21/2016 09:55:53 am

Good luck Sabrina! This makes so much sense, I truly believe you can do this. In my thoughts. xx

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Renata Hendrychova link
9/21/2016 01:26:53 pm

Sabrina :)
The choice you have made to stay with Lilia makes me soo happy :)
I know Lilia for long time. She is the woman with great integrity , pure intentions and huge knowlege and experience in the healing ....
I wish you to continue this proces of purification and natural way to get your body to feel at ease again soon ....
I believe you can do it .......so stay in gratitude each and every day . You are doing great
So the question you can ask daily is :
1)What else is possible for me to heal with ease?

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natalie maceachern
9/21/2016 02:03:08 pm

Heal yourcelf.the body has all it needs to heal its self.nature is the way.get off those meds,kick the candidas arse and then tell the cancer were it can go.be done with synthetic crap,that just clogs and congests our amazing bodies.work with lillia and let her guide you.you will see just how amazing your body really is.

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Myriam Warrington
9/21/2016 02:47:52 pm

I was sharing a room with Sabrina at MDH when she received the horrible news of her first cancer. I added her as a fb friend and have been following her ever since - praying for her and encouraging her.
I am so glad she is opting for alternative treatment - i myself am very anti-med and into alternative therapy.

I hope and pray she gets well again. She's such a beautiful person, so full of life!
i really hope that Sabrina's story will be an eye-opener - that there are other ways. I also hope doctors will begin to open their eyes and minds.

Way to go Sabrina ! Love you xxxx

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Michelle Caruana
9/21/2016 09:40:18 pm

Wishing you all the luck in the world Sabrina, you're strong and very brave, seems you're with the best person you could be right now.

Huge hugs
Michelle xxx

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Louise Chircop
9/22/2016 06:22:59 am

I got to know Sabrina through her act of generosity. Heal well Sabrina, I fully support your decision xx

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Jean Johnson
9/27/2016 12:51:56 am

I'm thrilled to know you have found this path to health and are taking it. Always knew you were special. Love you. xxx

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Alison
1/10/2017 07:27:08 am

I am not ashamed to say that I cried reading Sabrina's story for many reasons - because my Dad had a part of his lung removed the year before last and has been told his cancer will return within 3 years (which is now his belief), because I have a friend battling cancer just now who, like Lilia and myself, has been studying natural medicine in various forms for years but is unable to tell most of her friends and family that she is taking the natural route because she doesn't need the added stress of fighting against their idea of what she should do (chemo) when she is fighting for her life. But mostly because I know that there are many cures for cancer which are shut down and not made known to the public which is essentially genocide. I cry because so many of the public who run to raise funds for cancer research are unaware that there are many cures but that our governments and big pharm will not make them easily available because cancer is a money making business. Most people don't know that a law The Cancer Act was actually passed for that reason. It sucks, it really does and it makes me both angry and sad that people need to go through so much unnecessary suffering.

God be with you Sabrina. Stay strong and positive.

I've only yesterday and today started doing dome research on MMS. Are you aware of this Lilia?

Much love to you both.

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LILIA SINCLAIR link
1/13/2017 01:16:10 pm

Thank you Alison, your support and words are invaluable.
I used to take MMS mycellf, its coming back into my awareness again.
much love Lilia

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Myriam
9/20/2018 10:28:10 pm

This came up in my memory. How sad that the doctors were right. I had high hopes as I’m very anti-meds so Sabrina’s death has left me very confused as to my attitude towards medication now. Thanks

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