The quest for healing the body continues
On saturday Sabrina will go to Spain to the Budwig Centre there.
If you can possibly help us go here
What a journey this has been.
She came to see me for a nutrition consultation in the beginning of September.
She was facing a 3rd chemo and major surgery for the cancer she had been diagnosed with 3 years earlier.
She told me her story and I was horrified.
Not only had she suffered all that toxic treatment but had ended up in the psychiatric hospital due to the chemo, where they then put her on drugs they told her she would be on for life.
She said to me “I know you wont stick your neck out and tell me what you really think” and of course I stuck my neck out, she is the same age as my youngest daughter, I could not bear to think of her getting more of the same, my intuition screamed no.
So she moved in with me and started the Gerson protocol.
Everyone was happy and excited about that, I put my self in quite the situation, but it felt right.
Then the cancer markers started to rise.
They often rise on Gerson as the cancer breaks down, but could we be sure. The Oncologist assured her the cancer was spreading and she would die if she did not take chemo, but could also not guarantee that it would work.
Imagine this is you, or your sister, daugher or mother, what would you think and do?
Most of her friends could not understand that she was trusting me with her life.
I get that.
But when the cancer markers rose, all faith in me disappeared and fear and pressure came in all around her like a huge weight.
What to do now.
I still knew she could heal, but I believe most people can but don't, but it's not about what I believe or my job would be easy.
I was leaving the Country but she still needed help.
The irony being she was now feeling better than she had in 10 years.
She told me that she had been attending the doctors for years feeling crap and they told her nothing was wrong.
Now she goes feeling better than she ever has and they tell her she is dying.
Quite the system.
There are 3 things you can do here.
Clearly Sabrina has chosen the last one.
She is having no more allopathic drugs, they failed her twice already, she feels strongly it would kill her, she would rather die without it, her choice.
But the system is not set up for those who challenge the status quo.
If you refuse treatment and go home and die quietly that is your right, and people do, and sometimes these people heal as documented by Dr Kelly Turner, simply because they let go, they surrendered and the body got peace to heal.
But this situation is different.
Sabrina knows and has spoken to others who have healed, one of them by thought alone.
This is a fact.
Yet the Oncologist is adamant that she will die.
It baffles me that people do not research the ones that defy the odds. Especially Doctors. I know it not nice to be wrong, it happened to me once and I did not like it (sarcasm) but to be ruining peoples lives giving them a prognosis that is dubious and out of date at the very least, not sure how you would feel when you discover that.
If you look on the internet.
Sabrinas oncologist is looking for the expected signs of the clinical path and they are not there. He is baffled and reiterates how her body should be. Swollen, painful and deteriorating.
She told him she only comes for research when he asked her why she bothered coming. She is interested in what he will say and what he expects.
Her body is healing, but for her to maintain her faith under such certainty from the expert is her biggest challenge.
That and the oppressive fear and throw away comments of others. Here is an example, you are like a fruit that looks great on the inside but is rotten in the middle!!!!
Yes someone actually said that.
I started to raise money to help her, this is against every principle in me as it is not possible right now for me to help all my clients this way, and its plain wrong that you may die because of the pharmaceutical grip in our countries, this is a crusade to get things changed.
Sabrina and I talked about taking her story public, we weighed up the pros and cons, but we felt telling the story in real time would be more powerful.
And now we are telling it, rightly or wrongly, the fight for her life is on and its public.
Many friends have critisized her for airing her feelings on facebook, but unless you have walked in these shoes, and as my mum used to say, if you dont have anything nice to say, dont say anything.
The Oasis of Hope where a lot of Westerners go to heal is $25 thousand per visit.
We have researched various places, I was sending her all the links, without realising the tremendous pressure I was putting on her, and how reading and researching for your own life, drains it out of you.
I watch her from the other side of the World, this amazing little human living this horrendous story.
We have been releasing, tapping and meditating our way through this and yesterday she got word from Spain that she is accepted there, she is over the moon.
She emailed them on sunday and the actual Doctor called her the same day.
The fact they accepted her immediately tells her they have hope.
The phenomenal service they have provided builds trust.
When you think you are dying you do not want to wait around for days and weeks until someone decides whether they can help you or not, that is the same as the Allopathic system, it breeds fear and that is what Gerson did.
So Gerson is out and Budwig is in.
But let me make one thing clear from my side.
I believe she can heal without going there.
But its got nothing to do with me, its what she believes and what the people around her believe.
The fact that she is going to see a Doctor puts everyones mind at ease and makes life much easier for her.
The placebo at work, dont you love it.
And for sure this will help her heal, because she is excited about it she knows it is the right thing.
Her emotional guidance system is telling her.
The power of her mind, the power of the hope the Doctors there will give her, meeting other people who are also healing from allegedly terminal disease, this is what will lift her up and move her from hoping to knowing.
Sabrinas story is not just about Sabrina.
It is about our “Health care”.
It is about telling people they are going to die when you do not have any idea of holistic healing.
It is about abuse of power.
It is about the gap in our system, the lack of a place for people to go who want to combine or only use holistic, non toxic, natural treatments.
Its about the strangle hold of the pharmaceutical companies and our governments part in this, the money.
We still need support even if we dont want drugs.
One of the 9 steps in Dr Kelly Turners book Radical Remissions is strong social support network.
They still need Doctors and nurses.
Just open minded ones with an overview of all the incredible work that is going on around the world.
People are healing with nutrition alone.
People are healing by thought alone.
People are going to Mexico to get oxygen therapy, Vit C in high does, hypothermia, Vit B 13, Magnetic, Far infra Red, all cheap, non toxic and working!
Imagine if we can combine all of that.
This is not a competition here.
This is our lives.
I want healing for Sabrina and for her amazing wee dad, but I want it for all of us.
This suffering has to stop and we can stop it.
Here is the link to help us fund this healing project, every penny help, thanks in advance