I AM still Alive! The story continues....

I am still alive Sabrina shouts at me as she finishes yoga, what a sense of humour she has. 
Breaking away from the system can be incredibly difficult, you need to be strong. You need to be different.
​You need to trust.

2 weeks 2 days ago Sabrina moved in.
She was shaky but sure and was coming to stay with me so that I could support her through the massive changes she needs to make in order to heal the body.

Our story has got a lot of interest, most people hugely supportive and some sceptical.
This is to be expected.
When you decide to do what no one else you know is doing you will always get resistance.
Fear.
Fear kicks in as people justify the system and the current health model and chastise you for not following the masses and trusting in Big Pharma and the government.

If you do not know anyone who has healed naturally, or researched it on the internet then it is obvious you will immediately go into resistance.
It is outside your belief system, that's all.

It appears to be a choice between 2 opposing modalities.
Most of my clients do both, this is where they feel safe.
Feeling safe is essential for healing, truly believing that what you are doing is working.

So what is the big deal about choosing to believe that if the body can get sick then it can get well when you do the right things?

Fear of death?

Why do people go into such a headspin when you say no to the "professionals"?
This is my body, my life, my journey and I will choose to live or die that way I want.
This is what Sabrina shouted at her oncologist when he told her she had less than 5 years to live if she refused a third round of chemo.
When she asked him how long she would live with chemo he shrugged.

2 chemos have not worked so why on earth would you expect a 3rd one too?

Why do others feel the need to press their usually uneducated views on you as if they are the expert of your life?

Why is there so much fear around healing?

Why are there no apparent choices?
Well there are but because we have been conditioned that healing comes from a Doctor or some other expert out there, when we go against their advice all hell breaks loose.
Our entire medical model is based on Big Pharma.
If you get cancer they can do 3 things. Chemo, radiation and surgery. Along with a load of other drugs for various symptoms and side effects.
There is ZERO information about nutrition, oxygen therapy, detoxing and the million other things you can do.

Everyone and their granny has an opinion on what you should do.

If you do not want to die then you need to make the choices you genuinely feel will heal you.
And we all  need to make friends with this thing we call death because we are all going there, and it is the threat of this that takes us to Big pharma, if you dont, you die.
Pretty good sales tactics I am sure you agree.

And guess what happens when we release all fear around death?
We very often heal.
How ironic is that.
We let go of our fear of death and our judgements about being sick and we heal.
And if we do not heal we are geniunely accepting of the next part of our journey.

Healing can occur in many different ways but our current model is made up of connecting symptoms with drugs.

The root cause is never addressed and Doctors have no time to listen to you even when they want to. 
And if they tell you to exercise more and eat healthily you may even complain they did nothing?

Our disease rate is beyond alarming and we know its about lifestyle but most of us are ignoring it, hoping it will not knock at our door.

Educate yourcellf before you get sick.
Make sure you are aware of the incredible healing capacity within so that fear does not send you down a path of no return.

Fear and stress is killing us.
Our entire health care is built on fear.
Incurable, terminal, remission, inoperable are all words used to describe what is happening or not happening in the energy system.
​People are dying because of lack of knowledge.
If you dont do, take, swallow this your will die.
Seriously?

What about letting go of the past emotional burdens, being with a partner, job, friends that you love. Eating Mother Natures healing foods, bathing in the powerful healing light of the sun, breathing in oxygen from the outside air, focussing on serving others and the Planet.....moving out of flight or fight non healing state and giving that genius energy system the space and time to rebalance and heal.....?

Fighting with family and friends

All my clients they end up fighting with family and friends about the treatment they are choosing.
There is a hugely heavy weight that comes in from others who do not believe they can heal naturally.
Please be aware of your words and opinions around people who have been handed an apparent death sentence.
It is incredibly confusing, frightening and challenging to cut through the mire of fear and listen to their heart.
When they do the last thing they need is doubt.
The only thing they need is love and support, please be that person.
Put your own beliefs and fear aside and listen to them, support them every day if you can. Help them believe in themcellves.
Belief heals and it also kills so be very mindful of what your beliefs maybe doing to them.

Sabrina has lost 5 kilos and looks amazing.
Her sense of humour is starting to shine and she makes me laugh a lot.
She went to the hospital yesterday to let them know she will not be doing chemo or more surgery, she went with a litre of fresh juice under her arm.

We are only at the beginning of this journey and we are both very aware of that.
She has gone through a major detox and has had the expected emotional ups and downs, this was inevitable and the reason I wanted her to be here when it happened, so that I could nurse her through it and make her feel as safe as possible.

She is already looking at training in nutrition and ways she can help others, as a trained teacher she already has all the skills she needs to help and support others so adding to her knowledge base will only expand her horizons.

When we choose one path we will never know how the other one would have panned out.
More major surgery and a 3 round of chemo is not where I would have put my money.

What are the guarantees about this way?

Well we know that thousands of people heal with the Gerson therapy. Over 10 thousand cases documented and hundereds of thousands not documented.
We know that Joe Dispenza has spontaneous remissions every workshop and she is doing his meditations, or my version of it, twice a day.
I am doing reiki, angel and quantum healing hands on every day.
She is doing qi gong, some yoga, some tabata depending on energy levels every day.
Belief. We know that when you truly believe, know and trust that the body can heal then it will.
Daily we tap, release, question the thoughts, release the past, release the judgement and all taking things personally.
We pray, affirm, visualise every day.
Vegetables in and 2 coffee enemas per day.
There is a lot of work being done here, much more so than sitting letting chemo drip into your energy system.
It takes time, it takes courage, it takes cellf disipline and keeping on keeping on.
You need to trust and surrender that you are not in control or this and never were.
You need to let go.

Then we keep on keeping on, repeating and practising the good stuff over and over.
Then we trust and surrender and enjoy the ride.

Your words, thoughts, feelings and actions send a signal through every cell in your body.
What information are you vibrating through your cells?

I AM healing
I allow mycellf to trust and surrender to the process
I AM open to a miracle
I AM deepening my spiritual connection
I AM open to unconditional love
I AM grateful for my healing