Last night I went out to see some live music with my sister in law and a friend.
We had a fun night but by 10.45 when the band took a break I felt a deep desire for my bed, a large very comfy one up at my mate Susies house.
What is wrong with me I was asking mycellf. It's saturday night and you want to go to bed, you are getting old and embarrassing. Then I remembered when you do not drink alcohol that's when you go to bed.
When you drink alcohol you are just warming up at this time, its the booze that gets you going and keeps you awake. (well it used to anyway!)
Every time I have been in Stonehaven it has been sunny. I love it up here, fresh sea air, great beach with amazing stones and stunning countryside.
When we woke up this morning the sun was shining and we went out for a walk.
I am feeling a few aches and pains in the body again. Trying not to judge it or get raging at it but the other thing I noticed is my achillies tendon feeling a bit sore.
What is that all about? Essential fatty acids? It cannot be dehydration but it could be I am not absorbing the water well enough.
Add that on the the wee tweak in my elbow the big tweak in my shoulder and the ache in my lower back being back,
you can imagine I am not really happy with how this body is responding to all this tlc and juice.
And another thing. My gums. They are sensitive and slightly swollen like I had just flossed too hard. Its no big deal but when you have to eat apples instead of cheesecake you really feel it. Googled that too but nothing that resonates came up.
I have had that before when I have put too much fruit in my juices, especially oranges and pineapple but never just on mainly veggie juice.
Again I need to release on trying to figure it all out. The body is doing whatever the hell it is doing and as Byron Katie says, it is none of my business.
Its not even 4 weeks since I started this, so again I remind mycellf that I need patience and faith.
What do I tell all my clients? Trust and surrender. But oh no, I am wanting to control it all, trying to figure it all out, wishing it was different and waiting for the day I would happily take on an 11 hour hike in Uganda again.
So again my lesson is patience. I then remembered the other advice I regularly give out.
We are part of something much, much bigger and you maybe experiencing things because we are changing in consciousness..... so of course I googled and here is what I found.
ALL of my symptoms right here.
I am healing and here is to your health, happiness and awakening.