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Diagnosed with ovarian cancer 3 years ago, 2 ops and 2 rounds of chemo later conventional treatment has failed to heal Sabrina.
With another huge operation and a 3rd round of chemo on offer she decided to try another approach, detoxing and healing the body from the inside out.
She started her journey on the 5th September 2016.
At the beginning of November Sabrina decided to get a blood test to see if her cancer markers had gone down.
She is feeling and looking better than she has in years, but wanted "proof" that healing was happening, not just for herself but for her family and friends.
This was only 7 weeks after she started the Gerson therapy, a renowned method of healing with the power of juicing, fruits and veg along with coffee enemas to support the liver and the detox.
I always teach to keep the mind open for the miracle, but also be aware that for most of us healing usually takes time.
Tests and the Nocebo effect
Relying on tests to tell you how well you are can have serious, life changing implications.
There is a well documented and scientifically proven phenomena called the nocebo effect. The opposite of the placebo.
If you are told by someone you deem to be more intelligent than you that something is true, you will believe it therefore you will recieve it.
If they tell you that you are going to die, you may take it on and do so.
When the Doctor told my dad he was terminal, he started dying right then.
She told him "if your wife had not made him come for the xray then you would not know, you would be fine. We know that people with a good positive attitude can live for years.
But how do you overide the alleged "facts" after hearing you are terminally ill? Especially at 82 years old.
He asked me what exactly is a good positive attitude?
I thought about it a realised..... it's not believing them......
A test is a snapshot of your energy system in that second in time.
Xrays and scans are photographs of the inside of your energy system in that snapshot of time.
That picture can seal your fate depending on who is "reading" it.
And the truth is we are a mass of vibrating cells, fluctuating and expressing and changing every day.
We put a lot of faith and action in "tests" which is putting the power outside of us.
I question the sanity of this approach constantly.
In a quantum world we find what we go looking for. (but thats a whole other blog)
No longer do we listen to the body.
We listen to the Doctor but often they do not listen to us.
I am not saying dont have tests, but, be mindful of the reasons you are having them and what you are prepared to participate in when the results come in.
Be educated on the consequences of the results and treatments on offer.
Our current model can only offer you drugs, surgery, chemo and radiation.
If you understand the critical importance of taking control and impacting your destiny of choice, then you must do your own research.
Mexico is the place for cutting edge natural healing treatments
Mexico is a trillion miles ahead of us in natural treatments and Trumpet wants to build a wall to keep them out, it is a funny old world, if it wasnt killing so many of us.
The new way to look at the body and the Universe is based on the scientific fact that we are energy, like everything else.
We can use the power of our minds to heal.
We may even have used it unconsciously to get sick.
Our current system is based on fear.
Fear kills eventually, so this can hardly be called "health care".
It terrifies the living daylights out of you and of every person who loves you.
It works on the outdated paradigm of cause and effect.
Quantum physics tells us the opposite, we cause the effect.
We are not victims, we are creators
Go here for full scientific explanation by Dr Bruce Lipton
This has been known in scientific circles and published for over 50 years but we are still functioning and treating from that out of date model, it is total madness.
During a healing crisis blood counts can get worse before they get better.
This is a known phenomena in the Gerson world, NOT in the pharmaceutical world that does not use Natures produce to heal.
Where do you go from here? Who can give you guarantees on what the results mean?
If you go back to the oncologist you can only be offered more chemo, surgery, radiation and drugs, that's all there is there.
And if they have not worked before and put you into an mental asylum, should you go there again?
I was in Scotland when Sabrina called to tell me the results.
The cancer markers had not gone down.
She was furious, dismayed, angry, suspicious and her dad was devastated.
All the hard work had not appeared to pay off, but was that the truth?
I was incredibly disappointed for them, but I knew it was a possibility.
Juice will break the cancer down and it can take months even years to cleanse the body of it.
I felt so sad for her dad who has walked the last 3 years with her and who lost his wife at only 52 through cancer.
I had so wanted the result for him, he so deserves some peace of mind, it's incredibly hard to walk this journey with a child.
Then the pressure started. Go back to the Doctor. Go to the hospital. Go to Germany.
I knew I had to wait till the shock wore off a bit, then help Sabrina release her fear and disappointment before making the next step.
I had to consider that she would now decide to take chemo and surgery.
I had to listen to her, help her listen to her intuition and then make HER choices.
This is critically important.
I do not decide what my clients/friends should do.
I help them release the fear so that they can decide.
Every persons journey is unique, so should their treatment plan be.
But let me be totally honest.
I did not want her to have more toxic treatment, I do not believe that would cure her.
I still believe she can do it hercellf, but does she?
She told me while living up with me in Wardija that she would rather die swimming, drinking juice and dancing than hooked up to more chemo in her veins.
But would she be able to stand by her dream?
She found the fear from others and the pressure to act now unbearable.
I told her to jump on a plane to Scotland and we could discuss a plan.
Emotions were running high all around and it was best to give it time and distance.
Bottom line... did this result mean the cancer was breaking up or spreading?
And who would be able to tell and give guarantees?
If chemo and surgery were not going to featuring in the rest of Sabrinas life, then what should she do next?
Where do you go, what do you do, who do you trust to feel safe?
I am honoured that she still trusts me 100% to guide and mentor her.
She came to Scotland and we chilled, chatted and looked at the options.
I had sent her info on the Ketogenic diet incase she felt drawn to that, another way of eating that is proving powerful in starving cancer.
Before she arrived I had a feeling she should stay on Gerson.
She was looking and feeling awesome and if she had not had the test she would still be on her healing path.
She is feeling better than she has in 10 years, but can you argue with a test?
When she arrived she felt the same, let's stick to what is working and make sure every other angle is covered.
So I created a plan, one that I would use for me or my kids.
Healing Plan – Sabrina Carabott
After some research and conversation with Gerson specialists it happens that cancer markers often rise dramatically during detox as the cancer breaks up and the body attempts to eliminate it.
The main concern was that Gerson was not working and that fear came in again as to what was the best way forward.
3rd lot of chemo and major surgery
Sabrina is convinced that treatment would kill her and she does not want to go back down the road that has failed her twice already.
The suffering the treatment has and will cause is guaranteed but a fulfilled and adventurous life is not.
The institute in Germany is an option, Lilia has made enquiries via a German friend whose wife has cancer and has researched it and he said it had some mediocre reviews.
At this stage Sabrina feels that her healing is going to take much longer than a month and that she can do all the things she needs to do herself as she feels physically well.
I have worked with the leading natural healers in the World during my time presenting a conference called The Truth Matters.
If going to a Healing centre is something Sabrina would like to do, here are the ones I would recommend.
They have healed hundereds of thousands of people over the last 100 years naturally.
Dr Brian Clements at the Hippocrates institute in San Diego.
He is one of the most impressive human being I have ever met, he has seen every disease that has a name healed.
Dr Nicholas Gonzales another genius who sadly died last year, one of the 56 natural doctors to die mysteriously in the States. His wife started and continues his work.
He had helped thousands heal, all documented and learned from his mentor who had been doing this work since early last century.
The Gerson Institute in Mexico – This is the protocal I was taught during my clinical diploma in nutritional healing, tried and tested and has healed documented over 10 000 people.
Plus hundeds of thousands who do it at home, there results go undocumented.
If Sabrina felt she needed more support and knowledge, these are the places I would recommend, but ofcourse she would research herself and she may find somewhere she would prefer.
We would crowdfund and get the money in a week as we all know the huge support there is for her.
Oasis of Hope, this is where Sophie Sabbage went and has had incredible results.
Healing at home
For now we have discussed an action plan for the next few months, this is what she wants and I feel comfortable with this for now.
The Gerson Therapy
Emotional and Spiritual
Dr Joe Dispenza, neuroscientist and chiropracter
Dr Joe helps his patients to heal by thought alone.
This is the latest cutting edge healing by using the power of the mind, the coherence of the heart and brain along with changing genetic expression and the electromagnetic field to change the structure of the DNA and the information the body receives.
He is duplicating spontaneous healings every single advanced workshop.
This is the future of healing but there is a skill here that has to be learned and a belief system that has to be opened.
I am currently studying with Dr Joe and have just returned from London where he was demonstrating how they measure the brain frequencies and the heart coherence along with the genetic expression which allows healing to occur.
This is the most exciting work I have ever come across.
People are healing by thought alone and he teaches the techniques which are a combination of letting go and rewiring the brain via meditation, intention, laser focus and coherence.
Sabrina now has all his meditations and tutuorials and this will also be part of her daily healing ritual.
Please see here for his testimonials and further understanding of how this works.
Power of meditation in healing
For her physical healing she will be dancing of course, yoga, qi gong, swimming, hiking and hanging out in nature.
Research and learning
It is ESSENTIAL to educate and inform yourself.
It is your life, your body, your destiny and it is your choice how you do it.
To fully believe without doubt, to know that you can heal means you need to research who has been doing it and how they have gone about it.
You need to create a new belief and you do it with education, repetition and research.
Follow those who have gone before, hundreds of thousands now and rising every day as we move into our own power and heal our own bodies.
Often without the help of big Pharma.
You tube is the place to be.
Radical Remissions Course
Sabrina will be following the course with Dr Kelly Turner PhD.
Dr Kelly reseached and continues to research people who have healed and defied the odds, often just days from apparent death.
She came up with the top 9 things that they all did and she has created a course round them.
Sabrina will complete this course over the next few months.
Here are the steps, super important to know so that you can support her fully with it.
The Truth about Cancer
A phenomenal series with education on every way to heal naturally.
Ty Bollinger watched his dad suffer and die through traditional treatments and he has made it his lifes mission to educate the masses on alternative ways to heal.
This course alone will help her enormously.
Chris beat cancer another invaluable source of information and transformations.
Dr Jennifer Daniels
I have written to Dr Jennifer to get her direction and experience on candida, a problem that Sabrina and most of my clients have.
Candida has been strongly linked to cancer and could be the reason this whole problem started.
We are looking at setting up a consultation with her, Sabrina has been researching her too, she is a medical doctor who no longer prescribes pharmaceutical drugs and uses natural products one of them turpentine to help her clients heal.
The immune system breaks down on 3 levels.
For complete healing to occur we need to address all levels.
In Dr Kelly Turners book Radical Remissions the average time for healing was 18 months, some took a shorter time some took longer.
I wondered about doing the test so early, but Sabrina was adamant, and now we are here.
What does that marker truly mean?
Does anyone really know?
The Allopathic Doctor would take it as a sign the cancer has spread.
A natural healer would take it as an indication the cancer is breaking up and the body is processing it.
Sabrina would really like to know the truth and we are investigating ways to find out.
Talking to the Gerson forum, contacting a Gerson expert and taking it from there.
To get to the bottom of what the test really means we need someone with an overall understanding of detoxing too.
Even with chemo this marker can go up before it comes down, short term.
From my perspective and from the neoroscience data the most important thing is for Sabrina to be happy.
To stay out of fight or flight and fear.
As this causes a chemical change in her blood and shuts down the immune system.
For true healing to occur in the shortest time possible it is ESSENTIAL for her to feel loved, supported, happy and trusted.
This is one of the steps in Kellys book.
Strong social support network.
We need to love her, support her and trust her.
This will help her heart coherence, her genetic expression and her chemical balance.
This step is possibly the most important.
People die without support, I see it often.
My job is simply to help her be free from fear and stay in the healing state.
To help her deepen her spiritual connection and trust her intuition and belief that she can indeed heal.
I believe she can.
I know many people who have and I have researched avidly for the last 24 years since my best friends daughter was diagnosed with leukaemia at 16.
I watched her walk a path that was fraught with fear and devoid of hope.
Incurable they said, I knew that was not true but I also thought that Doctors new best.
I now believe otherwise.
People are healing naturally from all cancers.
They are doing it in a variety of ways that vary quite dramatically.
What we do know about people who healed is that they had the balls to try.
The balls to believe.
The balls to go where most do not go because they had nothing to lose.
There should be no divide between Doctors and Healers but there is.
This MUST change and it is changing as people begin to wake up to their intuition and power.
We all want guarantees, we all want to feel secure and we all want approval from others.
But that is not how healing happens.
There are no guarantees, no one can give us that.
Security is illusional and anything can change at anytime.
The only approval you need is from yourcellf, own your power.
Everyone that Dr Joe and Dr Kelly Turner investigated had one thing in common.
They believed in something bigger than themcellves.
They believed in a higher power and intelligence.
They listened to their intuition no matter what the "experts" had to say.
They owned their power, they took control, they let go.
Trust and surrender.
Are we so busy looking in a lab for the answers and they are right here within each one of us?
I believe so.
Sabrina has a plan, and suffering is not in it.
Lets love and support her chosen journey....
The most important information you will ever learn!
How can he stand up there so sure, so inspiring, so passionate about transformation?
He said, "I am only interested in Transformation and people who are interested in Transformation."
He is like no other human being you have ever met.
And how does he know?
Coz he measures it, thats how.
He measures the energy in the room, the energy around your body, your genetic expression, your energy centres and soon he will be measuring your telemeres.
No new age hippy shit here, infact he kinda laughs at it.
All the things new agers believe they have to do to be enlightened and perhaps superior.
He has discovered a way to circumvent all of that.
He is a scientist and he has been looking for answers.
And what has he found?
That you can heal by thought alone
By meditating and LETTING GO.
The C word.
By breaking the habit of being yourcellf.
Are you willing to change?
Would you set aside an hour to transform your health, wealth and or happiness?
The first time I watched Joe i heard him talk about when getting the brain in the correct state to wash the past out the body, I was hooked.
Carting the past around depresses the immune system and can eventually kill us.
We need to let it go.
Then we need to decide with crystal clear intention where we want to go.
This is a thought process.
Healing by thought alone
What an incredible discovery.
That's the only thing that is of any interest to me now.
Healing without Big Pharma, torture and fear?
Healing without changing your job, your partner, your diet, your life?
Healing by meditation and letting go and having hard repeated evidence to prove it.
This is a game changing paradigm.
When the collective opens their minds to this phenomena then life as we know it is over.
Imagine a world without FEAR?
The ascension is well and truly on and this man is one of the leaders.
I LOVE him.
Other peoples "points of view"
In my line of work I am hugely aware of our human need for approval
Wanting to be liked, not wanting to hurt peoples feelings.
Doing things that we do not really want to do.
Not doing things we really want to do.
Keeping quiet because we don't want any confrontation.
Losing our temper because we feel bullied and cornered, then feeling guilty and cave in anyway.
Giving our power away because we believe others know better than we do.
Not following our instincts because of fear and low cellf esteem and worth.
Feeling unworthy and having no trust in our intuition, cellf and the Universal Divine Energy.
I have observed this over my life.
How others want to put their often heavy points of view over to you.
I know I have done it to others and feel embarrassed by that now.
When we disagree with someones life choices we are saying we know better, and often we don't.
Crazy things happens for reasons far beyond our understanding and fear levels, never give your opinion unless someone asks you.
We have no idea how damaging our limited view points maybe.
Strong, dominant, forceful characters can make you believe things that are not true.....for you.
Often we do not follow our dreams because we have so little faith in ourcellves.
Others help to keep us down with their titles, age, experience and programming.
Others opinions are just that, opinions based on their education and perceptions.
And that is all life is, a bunch of beliefs, perceptions, concepts and labels that will only ever keep you stuck.
People my age still held back by things teachers, parents, doctors, emp etc have said sometimes a hundred years ago, but it's still there in their subconscious vibrating away like an old friend!
Our body also our subconscious mind records everything we have ever experienced.
Most of that is completely out of date,, but the emotional attachment is still resonating in our energy field.
We are living in the past.
Everything we look at is filtered through our past, and everything everyone else sees is filtered through their past.
The thing is OUR OWN body knows everything.
We are made of Divine intelligent energy, and we have forgotten this.
So why is this important?
When we stray away from the truth, when we do not listen to our body it suffers, then we suffer.
If this situation continues for long enough our immune system gets too weak to keep us well.
Our current outdated medical model pays zero attention to the innate intelligence inside each of us.
Pays zero attention to the impact our thoughts and feelings have on our chemistry, physiology, biology, emotional and energy body.
Pays zero attention to epigenetics. Ie we can change and manipulate genetic expression when we change our internal and external enviroments.
Hear Dr Bruce Lipton PhD explain it here.
Our current model says that someone outside of you heals you.
When you understand the quantum field and our place in it you understand that NOTHING could be further from the truth.
Hear Dr Joe Dispenza explain this here
We are all knowing, intelligent Divine beings.
Multi dimensional beings in a multi dimensional Universe.
As Dr Joe Dispenza says (and I only use his Doctor title because some people only believe doctors) the biggest lie we have ever been fed is that we are solid beings in linear time.
Quite a big leap in understanding if you are not obsessed about this stuff like I am.
If healing by thought alone is a thing, then that is the only thing I am interested in.
How can I take my clients there.
Dr Joe Dispenza has helped thousands of people heal.
But you have to believe its a possibility before you would even try.
Then you have to convince all the people around you with their powerful points of view that you want to give it a go.
This happens in all areas of our lives, take relationships and career choices for example, everyone and their granny has an opinion on that.
Whether someone is judging your boyfriend or girlfriend and telling you to change them, whether they are judging your job or your friends, or even judging you on the food you eat, judging is judging and that creates big problems in the quantum field.
Not just for the person or thing you are judging but for you too if you do not own your power.
Your vibration is one of lack and "somethings wrong".
Your attention and intention are contracting and on what you do not want.
What do we know about designing what we want?
1. Clear intention
2. Elevated emotion
Judging is intention on what you dont want.
And what emotion are you sending out when you judge yourcellf or others?
Own your power, or someone else will
Fence sitting will get you nowhere in the Field.
You have to be crystal clear on what you are focusing on and ordering.
If you are faced with choices over your health this can be even more traumatic.
I have clients who have taken chemo "for their families".
I have clients who will not follow certain protocols because members of their families would not approve.
I fully understand this, but is it right?
Do we have the right to put our fear first and push our views forcefully on others?
What if we are wrong?
What if the pharmaceutical model is all wrong and functioning from a Newtonian view that most of us now know is false?
What if chemo is right for them?
What if chemo is wrong for them?
What if a combination is best?
What if they are tapping into their intuition and taking a road less travelled because that is their soul journey?
What if I help someone and then they die?
What if I help someone and they live?
What if, what if, what if?
What if you can heal by thought alone and you know longer have any need for Big Pharma in any shape or form......... once you believe?
Can you even begin to open your mind to that possiblity?
Imagine that we all have the power to be our own placebo and heal.
Imagine we have been lied to about our ability to heal ourcellves from cancer and all other so called incurable disease.
Imagine that you can meditate daily and map out a new future where the body follows the brain exactly the same way as we learn every other thing we have ever learned by deciding to do it, then repeating it over and over until the body got it and could do it without thinking.
Imagine that we can heal by thought alone.
Here are a 100 of the thousands of people who have healed by thought alone.
Fear- there are never any guarantees
Have some people died trying this?
Have some people died in the system following advice from the medical experts?
Culturally this seems acceptable, no idea why that would be.
Getting cut, burned and poisoned is acceptable and dying that way is too?
There is a belief that they did everything they could.
They handed their power over to someone or something outside of them.
Is this really the smartest idea?
Fear kills the body.
My mission is to keep you out of fear, plain and simple.
Ignoring your inner voice, believing you are powerless destroys your immune system.
People are going to die whatever they choose, it may even have been pre agreed, I don't know and I don't get to decide.
I am not God and I don't get to decide, would be super cool if I could.
I have no idea what will happen, and neither does any Doctor or Specialist.
We can make educated guesses, nobody likes that word but its the case.
People defy the odds and are doing it in their thousands, especially now that they know others are doing it.
They now have the guts to try despite what they are told by the experts, because of the internet and other brave souls who dare to go where many would never.
We would NEVER know others were healing naturally if the internet did not exist.
We would be held prisoners in this outdated version of health.
People die unexpectedly despite great odds.
We have no guarantees.
One of my oldest friends had a massive stroke last monday and is now hanging on tohis life, he is 57.
This is the uncertainty of life.
My job is to help my clients with their fear.
To help them tap into their intelligence and decide what is right for them, despite what others say.
That is my absolute obsession.
That you live without fear.
For however much longer that maybe.
Whether you combine the old and the new, whether you choose one over the other, your body knows best when you are free from fear.
That's all I am interested in.
Not what you choose,
But that YOU choose.
Families and friends often want me to help them get their point of view across.
I honestly get this, understand and respect it.
I will help my clients look at ALL the options and take the one that feels best to the at this time.
I would not and could not take the responsibility of making or coercing a choice, that would be playing God and that would be my ego..
I am not medically trained and never will be. The demise of our health and power has been caused by the pharmaceutical lie.
Finding symptoms and matching them with a pill, potion or operation is not what I find intriguing.
Mother Nature, Divine energy and you. That's where my faith goes.
You may or may not use some drugs to assist the body, that is your choice, no one elses.
Take control, one of the nine steps in Radical Remissions.
People who defied the odds, were sent home to die but didnt.
You need to feel in control and listened to, this is part of your healing every bit as much as the "treatment".
Free from Fear.
Free from the fear of others.
Start taking snapshot photos of the inside of your body then brace yourcellf.
There are many perceptions of what may or may not be happening.
What about trust? What about faith? We now have evidence of how our brains and bodies change when we tap into the Divine.
I know who I trust.
My only intention for you is that you are not scared.
That you have faith, whatever that means for you.
Secure in the unknown.
Safe without guarantees.
Joyful for today, as that is all we ever have.
Free from guilt and pressure from others points of views, not matter how well meaning.
Look at death straight in the eye and release all fear of it, its just a change of address.
Ironically this is often when healing happens, we let go of our fear of death and we heal.
None of us know what soul journey another is taking.
Why would you want to influence that because of your programming, conditioning and beliefs.
Be mindful of your words to others.
Be mindful of your words to your cells.
We are interconnected and eternal so its time to truly let go of all fear.
If you want to be fear free.
If you want to feel more love and joy in your life.
If you want clarity on what is right for you.
If you are a spiritual warrior on this incredibly exciting journey.
If you want joyful, loving relationships.
If you want to have a dam good attempt at healing.
If you want to OWN YOUR POWER.
PM me for a free consultation.
Noone knows better than yourcellf.
Ancient oil treatment for all ailments - from the Pine tree
You know how obsessed I am with finding ways to heal in the fastest way possible, well as I was doing even more research on candida and its links to cancer I discovered this amazing Doctor Jennifer Daniels.
She is on a terrorist list for not giving out pharmaceutical drugs and for treating her patients naturally and she is now and exile in Panama working online.
This is a true story.
Americans are mental.
Donald Trump is President.
I digress. Her story fascinated me and as I watched all her videos I was inspired to try turpentine on mycellf.
Everything I advise my clients to do I try on mycellf first.
I believe we can heal without pharmaceutical drugs.
I believe the body and the Universe is far more intelligent than man, and when we trust we can harness the power of Nature and heal.
Our biggest problem is we do not trust.
We give all our power away to the "medics" ignoring our intuition and soul.
So this oil comes from pine trees, I like the sound of that.
It has been around for centuries helping people to heal.
Here you can read about all the things it can treat, for me its about arthritis and candida.
Its seems logical. You drip a tiny amount of pure, gum turps which is actually pine tree oil, on 3 sugar cubes.
When you eat it the sugar that candida feeds on acts like bait and draws out the parasites, then the turps kills them and within 4 days your protocol is done.
Arthritis, digestive issues, auto immune problems can just disappear.
I am intrigued.
OK let me try it.
Got myself psyched up then could not get sugar cubes.
Plus what if there is a die off and I feel like shite when I am being a gran and hairdresser?
Plus you have to be on a clean diet with regular bowel movements so that you know the die off will come out and not cause more problems on the inside.
You may experience a brutal die off so best to be fully prepared.
So tonight I have my sugar cubes and will start the process.
This could be a miracle for those of us with autoimmune problems.
According to Doc Jen our main health issues are parasites and bacteria.
On the islands they regularly cleanse with herbs every month to keep the digestive tract healthy.
Makes sense to me.
MS, Lupus, arthritis, candida and much more could be massively improved with this.
Do your own research, dare to dream and hope you can heal, then do it.
Watch for my next blog sharing my experience.