2 weeks 2 days ago Sabrina moved in.
She was shaky but sure and was coming to stay with me so that I could support her through the massive changes she needs to make in order to heal the body.

Our story has got a lot of interest, most people hugely supportive and some sceptical.
This is to be expected.
When you decide to do what no one else you know is doing you will always get resistance.
Fear.
Fear kicks in as people justify the system and the current health model and chastise you for not following the masses and trusting in Big Pharma and the government.

If you do not know anyone who has healed naturally, or researched it on the internet then it is obvious you will immediately go into resistance.
It is outside your belief system, that's all.

It appears to be a choice between 2 opposing modalities.
Most of my clients do both, this is where they feel safe.
Feeling safe is essential for healing, truly believing that what you are doing is working.

So what is the big deal about choosing to believe that if the body can get sick then it can get well when you do the right things?

Fear of death?

Why do people go into such a headspin when you say no to the "professionals"?
This is my body, my life, my journey and I will choose to live or die that way I want.
This is what Sabrina shouted at her oncologist when he told her she had less than 5 years to live if she refused a third round of chemo.
When she asked him how long she would live with chemo he shrugged.

2 chemos have not worked so why on earth would you expect a 3rd one too?

Why do others feel the need to press their usually uneducated views on you as if they are the expert of your life?

Why is there so much fear around healing?

Why are there no apparent choices?
Well there are but because we have been conditioned that healing comes from a Doctor or some other expert out there, when we go against their advice all hell breaks loose.
Our entire medical model is based on Big Pharma.
If you get cancer they can do 3 things. Chemo, radiation and surgery. Along with a load of other drugs for various symptoms and side effects.
There is ZERO information about nutrition, oxygen therapy, detoxing and the million other things you can do.

Everyone and their granny has an opinion on what you should do.

If you do not want to die then you need to make the choices you genuinely feel will heal you.
And we all  need to make friends with this thing we call death because we are all going there, and it is the threat of this that takes us to Big pharma, if you dont, you die.
Pretty good sales tactics I am sure you agree.

And guess what happens when we release all fear around death?
We very often heal.
How ironic is that.
We let go of our fear of death and our judgements about being sick and we heal.
And if we do not heal we are geniunely accepting of the next part of our journey.

Healing can occur in many different ways but our current model is made up of connecting symptoms with drugs.

The root cause is never addressed and Doctors have no time to listen to you even when they want to. 
And if they tell you to exercise more and eat healthily you may even complain they did nothing?

Our disease rate is beyond alarming and we know its about lifestyle but most of us are ignoring it, hoping it will not knock at our door.

Educate yourcellf before you get sick.
Make sure you are aware of the incredible healing capacity within so that fear does not send you down a path of no return.

Fear and stress is killing us.
Our entire health care is built on fear.
Incurable, terminal, remission, inoperable are all words used to describe what is happening or not happening in the energy system.
​People are dying because of lack of knowledge.
If you dont do, take, swallow this your will die.
Seriously?

What about letting go of the past emotional burdens, being with a partner, job, friends that you love. Eating Mother Natures healing foods, bathing in the powerful healing light of the sun, breathing in oxygen from the outside air, focussing on serving others and the Planet.....moving out of flight or fight non healing state and giving that genius energy system the space and time to rebalance and heal.....?

Fighting with family and friends

All my clients they end up fighting with family and friends about the treatment they are choosing.
There is a hugely heavy weight that comes in from others who do not believe they can heal naturally.
Please be aware of your words and opinions around people who have been handed an apparent death sentence.
It is incredibly confusing, frightening and challenging to cut through the mire of fear and listen to their heart.
When they do the last thing they need is doubt.
The only thing they need is love and support, please be that person.
Put your own beliefs and fear aside and listen to them, support them every day if you can. Help them believe in themcellves.
Belief heals and it also kills so be very mindful of what your beliefs maybe doing to them.

Sabrina has lost 5 kilos and looks amazing.
Her sense of humour is starting to shine and she makes me laugh a lot.
She went to the hospital yesterday to let them know she will not be doing chemo or more surgery, she went with a litre of fresh juice under her arm.

We are only at the beginning of this journey and we are both very aware of that.
She has gone through a major detox and has had the expected emotional ups and downs, this was inevitable and the reason I wanted her to be here when it happened, so that I could nurse her through it and make her feel as safe as possible.

She is already looking at training in nutrition and ways she can help others, as a trained teacher she already has all the skills she needs to help and support others so adding to her knowledge base will only expand her horizons.

When we choose one path we will never know how the other one would have panned out.
More major surgery and a 3 round of chemo is not where I would have put my money.

What are the guarantees about this way?

Well we know that thousands of people heal with the Gerson therapy. Over 10 thousand cases documented and hundereds of thousands not documented.
We know that Joe Dispenza has spontaneous remissions every workshop and she is doing his meditations, or my version of it, twice a day.
I am doing reiki, angel and quantum healing hands on every day.
She is doing qi gong, some yoga, some tabata depending on energy levels every day.
Belief. We know that when you truly believe, know and trust that the body can heal then it will.
Daily we tap, release, question the thoughts, release the past, release the judgement and all taking things personally.
We pray, affirm, visualise every day.
Vegetables in and 2 coffee enemas per day.
There is a lot of work being done here, much more so than sitting letting chemo drip into your energy system.
It takes time, it takes courage, it takes cellf disipline and keeping on keeping on.
You need to trust and surrender that you are not in control or this and never were.
You need to let go.

Then we keep on keeping on, repeating and practising the good stuff over and over.
Then we trust and surrender and enjoy the ride.

Your words, thoughts, feelings and actions send a signal through every cell in your body.
What information are you vibrating through your cells?

I AM healing
I allow mycellf to trust and surrender to the process
I AM open to a miracle
I AM deepening my spiritual connection
I AM open to unconditional love
I AM grateful for my healing

We are living in a hugely exciting time.
A time when our perception of the body, the Universe and our connection to others is being challenged.
Our belief systems are getting pushed and we are having to open our minds, whether we like it or not, to a totally new way of seeing our World and how we function within it.

I think its like the discovery that the Earth was not flat.
That assumption was perfectly logical based on one of our senses, our sight.
Then we realised that there was a curve and the sun did not go into the sea it was us that was moving, stuck to this Planet by a force called gravity that no one has really ever understood but that we now blindly accept.

Changing the story took decades as people clung to their old perceptions.
We still, to this day, kill to defend our beliefs.
And a belief has just been created by a repeated thought.

Now.............
Now we are realising, and this is science,, that we are not solid.
The Universe is energy and so are we.
Holographic in Nature and held together by a force that has many different names around the World. Chi, God, Divine energy, Higher Self, Greater mind and so on.
We and everything in the Unverse is made up of the same thing.
Lets just call it Energy for now.

We are energetic in nature and we can manipulate this energy with our thoughts, words, feelings and actions.
We are an electro magnetic field with an unimaginable ability to design, create and participate in the Field.

There is an intelligence, available to all of us that we can connect and collaborate with, lets call it The Field.

The Field is wave energy and exists everywhere and now we are realising we can collapse these waves into matter, material.
Please watch these videos for the scientific confirmation and latest research.

Its been a long time since I have been so inspired, pumped and excited about anyones work.
This information is critical to how we view healing.
Why?
Because we have a capacity way beyond our current belief system, to heal without being tortured.
This has been proven beyond any doubt.
The science, the data, the proof is all out there.

They say it takes 17 years for this information to drip out to the public.
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That was in the olden days before the internet.
Thank God for the internet and thank God for Joe Dispenza.
After a horrific bike crash he healed himself naturally against every "experts" advice.
He has spent his life researching and finding the science on how he managed to do that and was it possible for us all to learn?
The answer is a resounding YES.
Common people doing an uncommon thing.

Joe Dispenza is getting spontaneous remissions and creating in real time in every workshop.
Why is this not all over the news and papers?
This is now my point of focus, study and research.
Studying with him online, heading to London for his progressive course and bringing you the latest and greatest techniques via my Retreats, workshops and private sessions.

Interested in doing the uncommon?
​Book yourcellf in.

Just over 3 weeks ago I had a girl same age as my youngest daughter Gilly come to me for a nutrition consultation.
She has cancer and has been in the system for 3 years when she was first diagnosed.
It started with ovarian so a full hysterectomy, oophorectomy then the first round of chemo was the treatment.
During the first chemo she became super sensitive, paranoid and her ability to control herself went. She ended up in Mount Carmel, the psychiatric hospital on the island of Malta.
Her dad had just lost his wife, her mother and now his daughter was diagnosed with cancer plus the added stress of her appearing to lose her mind with the drugs.

She does not remember all of it clearly but it created depression and a deep seated fear of chemotherapy..

Then 2 years later it recurred and once again chemo was the only thing on offer. 
At this stage she was desperate to try other ways but failed to find the necessary support and ended up taking another 6 rounds, much against her deepest intuition.
Then less that a year later the cancer has spread.
Now a major operation is one of the options on the table. Removing part of the intestine and liver.  She is waiting to see if that is an option.
If not that then more chemo, that's all they have.
She was adamant she was having no more chemo and the oncologist shouted at her if you don't take chemo you will be dead in 5 years.
Charming.

I listen to the story stunned as usual at the systems idea of healing.
The fact she has lost her mum, I think what if this was my child, AND the fact that has already had 2 chemos which have clearly not worked makes me sad and my fighter instinct kicks in.

I said well what I would do if it was me, I would go on the Gerson therapy tomorrow, full force and intention, I would ask to delay the op for a few weeks to see if I could make an impact on this disease.
It is no secret that I have no faith in our conventional cancer care, it never addresses the root cause or even talks about the hundreds of thousands of people who heal in other ways.
They say there is no data which is just a downright lie.
Plus I have a strong feeling that she has candida which could be the origin of a lot of her problems and insidious fungus that can destroy our health.

I had no idea at this point that she desperately wanted to try a natural way and that I had just given her the courage with the possibility of full support.
When I take clients on I interact with them daily at first until they get confident and sure about their healing rituals.
She had never felt safe and supported enough to try it naturally, now she did.

We arranged that she would come back for a releasing session 3 days later.
During that time her story went over and over in my mind. It makes me rage to think how she was treated and spoken too. Her poor dad too and brothers, cancer does not just affect one person.
I was in an unusual situation at home. No guests, no airbnb, no friends.
I was in this big flat alone. I thought about her detox and guessed it would be pretty brutal, I sent her for a candida test to see what she was potentially going to have to get through.
I decided to invite her to stay for a month so that I could fully support her in this quest to change this disease path.
I pondered the consequences of this briefly but really felt my house was empty for a reason and that reason was to support this gutsy, strong spiritual being.
I invited her, she accepted and moved in on sunday the 11th September.
Her dad was bringing her up, I was keen to meet him to put his mind at rest, I cannot imagine all that the poor man has been through.
He was very calm, seemed happy that she was trying this approach and it all felt right and good to me.
My only concern was the candida test, it showed 40% when it should sit at 10.
This was the highest I had ever seen and was contributing to her disease big time.
Its even possible it caused it on a physical level, we may never know.

Candida itself can be remedied in a fairly short time but the big problem is the die off.
It can be horrendous! So I was glad she was going to be with me should this happen.
And it did.
2 am she knocked my door with the pain and looked terrible and frightened.
In a strange house with a strange granny taking the road less travelled it was a lot for her to cope with.
Then the fear that the pain was related to the cancer, which I knew it was not, but I understood why it scared her.
We drank some lemon and ginger tea and chatted for a bit, but she never slept a wink the entire night.
The next couple of days were a struggle for her.
The body was screaming and the detox had well and truly begun.
Under normal circumstances you would take it slower, but we had a point to prove and did not want to waste time.
Then it passed, she started to laugh and chat and the pain subsided.
Every day we are releasing, tapping, visualising, meditating, we even did some qi gong yesterday and chanting.
She is experiencing fogginess and some sadness which is to be expected with such a drastic change of lifestyle, people and food.
Not only has she changed her external enviroment but her internal one too.

Some of her family and friends were not supportive to start with.
Who is she?
What qualifications does she have?
Can you trust her? 200% she answered.
Someone even said she was committing suicide if she did not take the chemo, others opinion and points of views can weigh heavy.

Amazing the things people that love you say.

I understand the questions, if it was my sister or friend I would want to know too.
When you believe in the system you find what I do weird and possibly dangerous simply because you do not understand.
Its against your belief system.
And the ego holds on super tight to the BS the belief systems.

Since watching too many of my loved ones die through the "treatments" I have searched for another way.
Is it guaranteed?
I believe and know that when you respect, love and listen to your body it will do its best to regain balance.
There are never any guarantees in life but to quote Sabrina, she would rather die up in Wardija drinking juice than in Mater Dei having her 3rd lot of chemo.

I believe 100% she can heal or I would never have invited her into my home.
She is as brave, strong and determined as anyone I have ever seen, and that's what you need to be.
She throws away others beliefs and points of view that she does not want to take as her own, this is where most people fall down. They cave to others needs and deny their own.

She has also been put on a lot of medication due to the mental and emotional damage the treatment did to her. I thought it was just an anti depressant but she has a concoction of drugs on a daily basis that simply cannot serve the body long term.
She wants and needs to get off most if not all of them, so that is another challenge she will be facing.

Health care?