The Placebo effect.
When you believe you are getting something the body behaves as if you did (belief) and you get the exact same response as the drug, sometimes even better.
What the hell?
This is very important information that nearly everyone knows about but we ignore?
Why?
Dr Joe Dispenza and his team are pioneering their way where no man has gone before and using science to explain what happens when we "believe".
And they can prove it, every step of the way.
How and why?
Because they measure it.
We are connected to a Field of Intelligence that can now be measured.
When we meditate our brain changes frequency.
The brain clearly shows a change when we connect to the field.
A massive download of energy that is clearly visible on the screen, they can even see that it is coming.
Some western scientists that were brought in to observe thought the person was having a fit.
They had never seen anything like this.
When you observe the person being measured it is clear they are enjoying the experience, The machine shows a dramatic rise in energy, but only the person meditating knows exactly what is happening.

When the person comes out of meditation they can tell of their "mystical" experience which often results in a healing or expansion of understanding and awareness.
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Guys, something is going on here, and Joe is measuring it and using his own money to research it.
This is the most exciting research in the World for our healing potential.
And our understanding of the Universe.
We are on the edge of a totally new understanding of our reality.
Read here for a deeper understanding.
drjoedispenza.com/files/understanding-brainwaves_white_paper.pdf

So the real question is.....can we heal ourcellves by belief and thought alone?
Yes.
Tried, tested and measured.
Repeated and duplicated.
We can heal by thought alone.
Fact.
So now what?
The World is not flat, we are not solid, pharmaceutical drugs do not heal an energy system, we can change our perceptions, beliefs and electromagnetic field and heal.

So how do we do that.
Maybe you don't believe?
Maybe you do not want to believe?
Maybe you would prefer to live your life the way you want then expect a Doctor and prescription pad to fix you?

This is a life changing paradigm shift.
Hale Dwoskin told me nearly 13 years ago, there is nowhere to go and nothing to do, to be what you already are.
I did not really understand then. I spent all these years releasing all the concepts and labels I have gathered over nearly 6 decades.
I am not the body, I am an eternal energy being, here having this Earthly experience?
There is no such thing as death, time or apparent others?
We are not solid beings living in linear time?
We are multi dimensional beings living in a multi dimensional Universe?

Could we really have got it that wrong?

So many, suffering terribly, because of the concepts of linear time and death.
Telling people they are incurably ill, inoperable, terminal, aggressively sick terrifies the living daylights out of them.
The body goes into fight or flight and creates chemicals to fuel the body for action.
The immune and healing response shut down.
The total opposite of the healing, restorative state.
This is a dangerous state for the body to be in long term.
People often just stay there and die, like they were told.
This is called the nocebo effect. 
The opposite of the placebo.

This prognosis comes from the concept that there are no pharmaceutical methods to help therefore your life is over, and nothing could be further from the truth.
This is a lie.
Or an alternative fact or falsehood.

What if you could heal if you believed you could?
What if you focused on that instead of fearing and focusing on death?
What if you were not given a terrifying time frame but a new understanding of reality where death and time were merely illusions?

Can you open your mind to the possibility?
Are you willing to even look?
Or is your belief system and mind going straight into denial, resistance and maybe even outrage?

People are dying, fighting and suffering today because of different belief systems.
We cling onto our beliefs like crazed lunatics.
And a belief is just a thought that was repeated until we thought it was real.
AND you can believe anything you want.
AND you can change what you believe.
So why on Earth would you believe you are a victim if you are not?
Why would you not try everything in your power to bring your body back into harmony?

What if you were given the opportunity to ride in this genius spaceship we call the body, but because of your limiting beliefs and ego you chose to see it as an old pedal car?

Carolyn Myss read for over 10 thousand people when she was a medical intuitive.
Guess how many out of 10 thousand, when given their healing plan said "is that all I have to do to get my life back"?
One.
Yes one out of 10 thousand was "grateful and willling" to do what had to be done.
Quite incredible eh?
So what are you NOT prepared to do to get your life back.

We are all going to the next dimension, it is not something we can opt out of.
But maybe we can take control, stand in our power, listen to our hearts and learn why our body is dying and in doing so nurse it back to life.

You can lie about what you eat, drink and think to me.
But the body only hears the truth.
Time to own up.
Time to wake up.
​Time to take our power back.

Want to explore this thing we call death a bit more?

Sabrina Latina goes to Spain


For those of you following Sabrinas story this is an update on her progress.
For those of you just coming into my blog Sabrina is a client who became a friend, as they all do, who is searching for ways to save her own life.


A few weeks ago Sabrina had pinned her hopes on going to the Gerson centre in Hungary.
When they realised all the treatment and medications she had had they did not want to put her on their program, feeling that it could be too severe a detox for her.
They offered her a place for one day where they could teach her the methods etc and then put her on their diet for 3 months with the view to her coming back in 3 months when she was “cleaner” to do the 2 week course.


She was bitterly disappointed and was under pressure to “do something” from her family who are clearly very worried about her.


Test Results
To enter into any other holistic place they look for the results from your oncologist.
This involved another visit for Sabrina, which is always very stressful and this time was no different.
He told her she had stage 4 ovarian cancer and that she was going to die, her belly would swell, it would be agony and her legs would fill with fluid.
He even examined her looking for the signs, there were none.
Her distended stomach was flatter and she feels better than she has for over 10 years.
It is very difficult to shrug off these words and beliefs, but she is getting better at it, suffers and gets down for a few days, then bounces back.


So we started researching, I sent her all the links, we got some good recommendations and we prayed, meditated for the right place to appear.


There was then the problem of paying for your own treatment and the expense of going to other countries, accomodation and flights.


We had discussed starting a fund raiser but she was reticent at first.
Desperation was setting in, so I grabbed the bull by the horns and set up the gofundme page.
This is clearly not something I can do for all my clients and I have to confess it feels slightly uncomfortable to ask for money.
However her life is on the line so I let that go and put it out.
This research and journey that she is making will help all my other clients.
We are learning a ton on the way and plan to make big waves and noise when she heals.
This is not just about Sabrina for me.
This is for all my clients, current ones and others sadly still to come.
We should not have to beg for money, we should be able to take our chemo and surgery budget and use it as WE see fit.
We are in a very tight Big Harma grip.
This has to end, soon.


We looked at the Oasis of Hope, but its 25k per visit plus the long flights so this was out the question as we needed to move quickly.


A friend of mine had suggested the Budwig centre in Germany and when Sabrina googled this the one in Spain came up.
She emailed them.


It was a sunday so imagine her surprise when she got a personal call that day from the Doctor.
The owner of the clinic.
He is a Canadian man who moved to Spain to practise Budwig as Canada is as tightly sewn up with Big pharma as the UK and the US are, you are simply not allowed to use these safe, non toxic treatments.
Mental how this situation arose.
Money, greed and power.
Imagine you have to move out your own Country in order to be able to help people heal because of the corrupt powers that be.


But even there he has to be very careful as we soon found out.


You take part in the programme as a day visitor, it is non residential.
You can also do it remotely, we will explain more about that later after treatments are finished.
First thing is they do the vega test for food intolerances, organ function and gut flora.
See here for more info.
www.budwigcenter.com/portfolio-items/test-vega/#.WIeQUBsrLIU
Hugely helpful test that helps you rebalance rather than telling you where you are at with the assumption you cannot change it.


The therapist was amazed. Said her results looked more like stage 1 than 4.
Wow, how incredible to get such hopeful, liberating good news.
From the results they got from the oncologist they had not expected her to look and feel so well.
They congratulated her on all her good work, said whover she was working with (big up for me) had done a great job and they were hugely positive about her health picture.


I cried when she told me, tears of gratitude for this amazing, crazy girl.
I had watched her since she came to live with me early September.
I knew she was much better, I knew the body was healing but to stave off the fear, terror from the hospital is very difficult.
I knew she could do it but the huge oppression from the medical establishment does cause you to question.
In a quantum world where you put your focus and attention is where you go.
The Doctors play a big part in helping people to focus on fear and dying.
Anti healing vibrations and intentions.


Following the protocol
Sabrina did what most people do not do.
She followed my advice to the letter.
Some people baulk at liver flushes, enemas and vegan diets.
They refuse to do what successful people who have healed do, this always baffles me.
But a few grab the recipe for healing and just do it.
Sabrina is one of them.
She got really tired, really challenged, really fed up and disillusioned but she kept getting back up, determined to heal hercellf.
Even when I called her a big baby she cried then laughed.
We still joke about that today. We laugh a lot and funnily enough that boosts your immune system.
We have got through the almost daily challenges the huge ups and downs by saying its just another good chapter for the book.


So after the high of realising her body was in really good shape they sent her to see an oncologist.
WHAT?
I wrongly assumed it would be for an overview but oh no, he offered her a “mild” chemo!
Get this, just as a precaution.
Remember her first strong” chemo that put her in a asylum, 4 different drugs had another oncologist remarking it was a miracle it didnt kill her, did not work.


Is it just me or does anyone else find this quite gobsmacking?


I was furious. She was clearly upset and it was another mind fuck. Excuse the language, but thats what it was.

Chemo for Sabrina or for insurance purposes - covering your ass?
You go somewhere to heal naturally and they offer you chemo.
Now this was not in the actual Budwig Centre it was a clinic they liase with.
As Sabrina said in her usual down to earth fashion, if I wanted chemo I would have gone to a chemo expert.
But again it shakes your faith.
And its faith that freakin heals you.
She had a really low day and we did some releasing to help keep her eye on the goal. This is totally normal when you are detoxing, a whole load of old emotional and physical stuff is leaving.
Part of you, the diseased part is leaving, you are letting go and that can feel sad, for a bit.
I suspected the oncologist part was an insurance deal.
And it was, to keep his clinic open you have to involve Big Pharma.
But that should have been explained and would have saved a day or two of confusion.


Natural treatments
She has been getting hypothermia, halo, ozone, foot detox, bachs, homoepathy, supplements, affirmations, letting go, meditation and more.
I am not going into detail in this blog on what all of these do but long story short is all about getting the wrong stuff out and the right stuff in to allow the body to balance.


She had the weekend off and went to Granada with her friend, they laughed a lot and she seemed really happy. But she told me her belly was swollen, I suspected it was the change in food and detox bringing everything out.


So yesterday when she went back they did another vega test.
Parasites, fungus and a virus showed up, this explains the belly.
It did not freak her at all, she told me that if nothing came out she wasn't healing.
She has learned so much in the last 4 months.


So that is you up to date with her healing so far.
She has come a million miles in 4 months and I give her so much credit for that.
In some ways the easier path is to put the chemo into your veins.
This path is not for the faint hearted or poorly educated and unsupported.


Anyone embarking on the road less travelled need constant support, love and reassurance.
We thank everyone of you following this journey for your words of encouragement and donations to the greater cause.


We will keep you informed step by step along this incredible journey.
She gets machines to take home with her to carry on the treatments there.
I will blog about these in more detail when she gets back.

Our perceptions of the Universe are changing fast as is our awareness of our inner power.
Healing by thought alone will be the next step for Sabrina, studying with the Master who is Joe Dispenza.


If you or any of your loved ones are brave enough to hope that you can defy the odds please get in touch for a free consultation.
The more people that step up and out the quicker we will change the system to a holistic, empowering, truly healing one.
Faith can replace Fear.
​Just for today.

If you would love to help here is the gofundme link
www.gofundme.com/help-healing-sabrina

I discovered Dr Joes work in July.
Healing by thought alone.
He is teaching literally thousands of people to do this, with phenomenal success, I am quite gutted I have never payed attention to him before.
The concept of spontaneous healings has always fascinated me.
When I say fascinated it has now turned to an obsession.
My friends joke saying I am going to morph into Joe Dispenza, you cannot talk to me for more than 120 seconds without me referring to his work in some way.

Why?
Because he researched spontaneous healings.
He is duplicating real time healings EVERY single advanced workshop.
So called miracle healings are happening except they are not miracles, he explains what happens and why from a scientific point of view, the only one that most Westerners will listen to.

Demystifying the mystical
He demystifies the mystical.
Teaches you how to change the frequency of your brain, increase your vibration to change your electromagnetic field, and how this interacts with the Field.


Quantum physics
What is the Field?
It is the energy that everything in the Universe is made up of.
The Quantum Field is a soup of consciousness that we interact with.
We are not solid, we are frequency like everything else in the Universe.
This information changes our reality. Our percpective.
Particles and waves that are affected by our thoughts, feelings, actions, perceptions and beliefs.
We can change the waves to matter, material.
We can use the mind to change the matter.
We are powerful supernatural beings that can heal, and snowboard to any standard that you train your mind to.


This surely must be the most important scientific discovery of our time.
Others have known about this for ever but in the West we wont believe it till we see it.
Now you can see it.
How does Dr Joe Dispenza know?
Because he measures it.
Everything.
He can provide all you sceptics with the scientific facts.
How do you like them apples :)

This turns healing on its head.
We are the architect of our lives and our bodies which is our subconscious mind.
With this excitement of our unlimited potential comes a responsibility.

You are hanging out in a uber intelligent bundle of vibrating, stringed cells.
You are communicating to the body and the World your innermost dreams and fears.
Your cells respond to everything you say, think, feel, perceive and believe.
No one else can drive this spaceship for you.
Its up to you.
No victims, only Masters.
We need to take control, own our power and start paying attention to the things that truly matter.

So what has this got to do with snowboarding?

When we learn something new we fire the brain in different ways.
We teach the body how to do the things we need it to do.
Now I have been skiing then snowboarding for over 30 years, my body knows exactly what to do but this trip I recognised the power of my mind to try and stop me.
To put me and keep me in fear.
The ego justifying all the reasons for me not to go up the mountain.
Bullshit reasons like a wee pain in my back, I have to write a blog, Im tired, I need to have recovery time.


I saw and listened to it all and knew it was all lies and excuses.
Another major thing was my level of fitness.
5 hours on a mountain everyday was too much for me.
There I said it out loud.
My body was screaming to rest, to stop, making excuses.
I was last down the mountain and had to tell mycellf that is NOT what it is about.
My ego was rearing its hilarious ugly head but now I know it.
Combine that with draining my energy levels with fear chat and you can imagine how knackered I was at night.

Never give up
But I have a season pass, and I have a sister who is a machine and a shining example of just get on with it.
So I ignored the mind best I could and persevered.
Then this week the powder came, my legs were tired but I just kept going.
Suddenly the fear went and the body remembered.
I felt strong and confident to look over any “cornice” that my nephews were going to.
Boy did it feel good.
Anytime I did something new I realised I was teaching the body new tricks.
Even did a few small jumps and I mean small.
I was doing the Sedona Method on the burning in my thighs and actually started to get a buzz out of the feeling.
I switched my perception.
I took control, I said to the mind “Is that all you've got”?
Oh how easy it would have been to stay in the nice warm house.

Fitness of body and mind
I have never really not been fit, well this kind of fit for years, its a good boot up the ass to use it and not lose it.
I am already planning next winter here as this is just a lifestyle, its on the mountains, its everything that I love and its not like going to the gym.
Its being in Nature, being on the Mountains, in the trees, pushing the boundaries in the most spectacular scenery in the World and most of all it is exhilarating.
Its a way of life, that's all and I am blessed that I can come here and hang out for the Winter, what a privilege.

Dr Joe Dispenza teaches us we are not the body.
And when we focus on the body we become cellfish.
Snowboarding brought my attention to every ache and pain that has been going on there. The numb toes, the stiff neck, the slight ache in knees and then the desire to bore everyone to death talking about it, as some do.
I felt it all going up the Gondola, then it all disappeared in the rush of sliding fast down the mountain.
What had changed?
Nothing except my point of focus.
I was out the body now, looking ahead, deciding on my moves, speed, direction.
What a brilliant lesson for life this is.
It has brought stuff up for releasing that I did not realise was there.

A new mind
My brain is firing and wiring in new ways, the ego is quietened for now, I feel stronger and fitter than I have for a long time.
Im breaking the habit of being me. Of buying into others points of view.
Of believing my body is aging instead of regenerating.
Sure there is still a lot of shit in there for me to discover but today is a great day.
I aint only going downhill, I am going up too :)

It is such a strange culture we live in.
And until we wake up to the fact we are energy beings I cannot see it changing.
We have Doctors telling our brothers and sisters that they are going to die, there is nothing can be done and sending them home with that belief.
Across the Mexican border the Doctors are trained in nutrition and supplementation plus they are not controlled by Big Harma and the governments that benefit from them and people are going there and healing.
​How confusing.

We now have a situation where people are paying thousands to go there and other places in Europe in a bid to save their own lives.
And a lot of them are succeeding.
So where do we go from here?
You can only get access to that if you have the money and education?
Seriously, in 2017 in a so called developed County?

The UK and the US see themselves as possibly the most developed Countries in the World.
Yet people are dying because of this control and lack of willingness to move with the times.

We have an archaic system that says we are not allowed to do things until they prove them and say we can.
This can take decades.

Meanwhile the Cancer pandemic continues to destroy lives and families and we sit by and wait?
And watch?
We read and research and investigate what others are doing, then we ask the "experts" and they say that there is no other way apart from what they offer?

I understand that you cannot just bring in the latest machines and treatments without proper research and tests but I think we have gone way beyond this now.

Oncologists and Doctors are not holistically trained.
If they are it is because they have taken it upon themcellves to move outside the "model" they were taught in school.
This is a fact and not a judgement.
The pharmaceutical companies tell them the latest breakthroughs and it is only ever about drugs and treatments that can and do make them money.
There is currently a Doctor in the UK lobbying the health minister to bring in nutrition and wellbeing to the medical curriculum.
The BBC interviewer was quite rightly bemused as he said, I dont mean to be rude but is that not just common sense?
Exactly.
Thats what we think.
But woooahh dont question the system.
You are not allowed.
Dont step on anyones toes.
Is there any other industry, because it is one, in the World that you would get away with this mentalness?!

In the UK we have the NHS and there seems to be a belief that Doctors are not on the payroll but ofcourse they are, in a slightly different way from the blatant disgrace that is the US, but they get rewarded none the less.

In the current system you can get drugs, chemo, radiation and or surgery.
Thats it.

So we all are waiting for a drug to come along to solve all our health problems?
Seriously?

Doctors go by what gets “published” in the “respectable” places and if its not been double blind controlled, peer reviewed blah, blah blah etc they will not accept it.

But think of this........

Getting this new “data” to convince people to change has to go through a tedious, time consuming and often non accurate process.
You could die while this is happening.
Someone has to decide to do it. If its not funded by Big Pharma then they have to get funding.
This takes time.
Often a long time.
Then they have to do the studies over and over in controlled enviroments.
Then they have to get it published.
Then people have to read it.
Then some people have try it.
Most wont, they will wait like sheep till others try it, this also takes a long time, then when the masses are convinced they will maybe “try” it.

Meantime an entire generation have died.

But get real here folks.
We are not suggesting you experiment with another poison.

We are talking about fresh vegetables.

Gerson has over 10 thousand documented cases of full recovery, decades later from people who have been sent home to die.
A diet of fresh vegetables, coffee enemas and supplements.
Dr Kelly Turner has thousands of Radical Remissions on her site.
One of the main things they did was no meat, no sweet, no wheat and no dairy.
I could go on but you get the point.

PEOPLE ARE HEALING WITHOUT THE SYSTEM.

And a lot more would heal if we opened up this closed shop.
And there would be less torture and pain for the families and friends.

This is not rocket science, this is not dangerous, this is common sense surely.
Why would you not try?
What is the worst that could happen?

These natural treatments can only ever make you feel better.
The detox has to be managed carefully if you are very sick, but that is fairly easy when you understand the process and steps can be made to nurse and support you through it.

And another thing we are all dying. Get over it.

Why are we waiting?
Do we need the government to tell us?
You are seriously going to wait till they get their arses in gear?

There is proof all over the internet.
Take control, own your power, do the research, be brave and stand up and be counted.
Help break this madness, this lunacy.

Joe Dispenza is taking it a step further and teaching us to heal by thought alone!
Come on guys again, WHY would you not try this.

Why is it like a forbidden subject?
Why would you want to believe that your cancer is incurable when there are thousands and growing numbers healing or at least attempting to.
And the more of us that believe, the more of us will heal, it is the quantum law.

Look what Roger Bannister did with the 4 minute mile.
The minute other realised it was a possibility they all started doing it.
They then BELIEVED it was possible, so they did it.
This is the same for everything!
What would stop you?

Is it fear?
Is it laziness?
Is it belief?

Why would your Doctor not tell you (I know some do but it needs to be a thing) that there are no drugs but there are a tone of other safe things you can do to help yourcellf.
You may get an extra week, you may get an extra few decades, but surely you need to try.

Is it because there are no guarantees?
This is even more mental because chemo does not give you any either.
No one can guarantee you will live to be 100.
None of us know for sure when our day will come.
So this could be the lamest excuse yet. (Great Canadian word lame)

You will never know if you can play the piano till you try.

You will never know if you can heal until you try.

What and who are you waiting for?

Sure sit by and wait, but understand that is what you are doing. Taking no action to help yourcellf. Make sure you understand it is a choice.

Here is another thing.
We live in a quantum field.
Newtonian physics is wrong, out of date, useless.
We are the creators.
We can and do change matter with our minds.
This is critical information for your health and happiness.
You aint going to read about this in the Daily Record or the Malta times.
Are you prepared to open your mind to the possibility of healing, to at least try?

The new way to look at the body involves self empowerment and responsibility.
You cannot trash the body then put it into the garage like a car and get it fixed.
How great that would be.
But thats not the game.
You are an energy being and your body is an intelligent mass.
You are a part of Nature and connected to everyone and everything on it.
We cannot be healthy on a sick Planet.
When you live a lie and live out of alignment with your higher cellf and Nature you will experience disease.
The body is communicating to you.
Time to rebalance and change.

Healing is not difficult but sustaining and making changes is.
We drastically need a safe haven to go where genuine body, mind and spirit can be supported back to balance. We need to be patient, the support needs to go on for perhaps years, its a journey and it can be a lonely place to try and heal yourcellf in.

Space ship NOT pedal car

You are living in a magical space ship that you are driving like a old pedal car.
You have the ability to transform and raise your vibration creating any chemical that a pharmacist would be proud of in your brain.
Take your power back.
Take action.
Break through the lethargy and victim beliefs that its someone elses responsibility.
Its yours.
Own it.
Do it.
You are the placebo.

We need to lobby the government to bring in the new proven treatments.
We need to break the stranglehold of Big pHarma
We need our NHS fully aware of the bodies innate healing capacity when we understand it, this has to be part of the curriculum.
We need to hold Oncologists responsible for their language, attitude and lack of holistic understanding.
The fear they instill can and does kill people I have seen this in my own family.
It is inhumane, cruel and I believe abuse.
We need to learn how to navigate this body for our highest good and that of our family and the Planet.
We need to look at ways to communicate the bodies difficulties without terror and taking away all hope. Without painting a picture that is just one point of view, unfair and out of date.

Or you can wait for the “data”.
Its your choice.

Read and listen to the people who have defied the odds with good research and natural ways.
hippocratesinst.org/testimonials

​http://radicalremission.com/search/

http://gerson.org/gerpress/category/your-stories/

And for me this is the future.
Healing by thought alone.
Learn how to fly your spaceship in the direction of love and life.
​

Old and brittle? Time to give up?


For the first time in 8 years I have been hitting the slopes of Kicking Horse. A steep mountain, fairly quiet but with a gondola from bottom to top and a vertical of 4000 ft.


I have had 2 days in Scotland in that time but it doesnt equate to out here and the amount of turns required to descend.


I started off on skis then discovered boarding and fell in love with it. Over the years I have gone on skis just to see, but after half a day want to get back on my board.


I had not realised it was that long since I had spent time on the Mountains. Asking one of my clients one day what there favourite thing to do was, I realised that I had not been doing mine for 8 years.
Life got in the way.


During the summer I booked a one way flight out, my sister bought me my ski pass and I am off and running for another beloved season in the snow.


I know my fitness level is not up to speed for 6 hours boarding a day.
I also know my nerve will not be what it was, dont use it, lose it.


My delightful bro gave me money for a physio for my Xmas, he was laughing at the thought of how stiff I was going to be. These particular muscles had not done this for 8 years. Hmmmmm.


So I go up, with that slight trepidation can I still do this?
I soon realised I had lost a bit of my nerve. The things that bother you when you are learning came up again.
Getting off lifts, runs that look much steeper than you would like them too and that hard noise from other boarders and skiers that says ice.
Then going too fast and knowing you are out of control, and the mind bringing in fear, then leaning back and causing yourcellf to fall.


But my mind has come up with some new shit.
I spend my life telling my clients not to listen to other peoples negative perceptions, points of view as they filter their fear through the past and their conditioning.


Here's me listening to my mind saying “what if your bones are brittle!?
You are in that category. What if you break something. What if you really hurt yourcellf. Maybe you should go back to skiing, no one else your age is on a board and when you fall you can hurt your neck and back.
SERIOUSLY. This is the shit my mind was saying.
Then......... I am coming up on the Gondola chatting to this couple about my age.
He asks me what do I do for health care. (This was another thing my mind was banging on about because up until a few days ago I never had any, but now I do because of the mind and other peoples beliefs, its easier to have it.)
So I tell this man I have private medical insurance, which is not true, but I would have told him that anyway.
He then asks but what do they do to you if something big happens.
Im wondering what something big is.
He then adds in, would they send you home or would they keep you here.
Holy shit, this is not a conversation any young person would dream up.
I answer honestly, I have no idea.
But it gets me thinking. What is something “big”.
Obviously if I was in a terrible accident that rendered my paralysed or something, or a stroke or a heart attack these are the only things I would need to go to hospital for, or appendix maybe.


Then I get mad at mycellf for thinking down that line.
I bought the dam insurance, I am planning to get fitter, stronger and braver everyday as I return to full fitness and confidence and I do not want my mind going in the direction of injury.


A friend of mine who had been diagnosed with cancer and told it was in her bones is currently in the Alps and she had been doing the same thing as me, except she was not thinking about osteoporosis but cancer making her bones weak. Actually hilarious we were both thinking about it at the same time, different place same shit.
When my sister saw me on top of the roof on my nephews GT sledge, she said dont get injured at the start of the season.


I have been skiing since I was 23.
100 of us from Kintyre used to go on a plane every year to the Alps.
We NEVER talked about getting injured.
We did so many stupid things, stayed up all night, drank, partied, skied again 6 days in a row of this and none of us got injured on the slopes.
A few did at night on the way home doing daft things, but nothing major on the slopes.


But now I do know a few of my family and friends who have been injured on the mountain.
Hips, shoulders, backs, its crept into my awareness.
Not good, I want to be carefree on the Mountain, letting go of any idea of getting hurt.


Your skis and board are a great indicator of how you live your life.
Do you lean back trying to slow down, do you drive the edge in with confidence and strength, do you face the fall line fearlessly and do you let go and stand on top of your board/skis loving the speed?
When you take control, ride it out, face the lines, dig your edge in, know the snow condition, understand what is round the corner, that is when you get the most amazing buzz.


When you worry about getting hurt, lean back, pussy around with your carves and turns, unsure of the bumps and corners that's when you fall and that's when you use up precious energy, just like life, trying to second guess, allowing the mind to ruin the moment.


8 years ago I got the biggest compliment from this guy, he said wow your board like a 19 year old.
I can still do that, I am perfectly aware, I just need to let go.
Hahahahahaha


I allow mycellf to board like a 19 year old
I am releasing all fear of falling and injury
I am fearless
I am in the flow
I am letting go of others points of view and limiting beliefs
I allow mycellf to trust


Aging is a concept.
For sure there is molecular decay and gravity but the spirit can remain the same when we release all fear and concepts from the past.
Taking on other peoples limitations is hugely unhelpful, but it takes guts to challenge and decide their way is not for you.


Would it be easier for me to stay off the mountain and get old gracefully, yes.
But I am not going to, I will be as fit and fearless as I was 8 years ago and beyond.
I had an amazing day yesterday in 15cms of powder snow, what a fab way to start your day in the most spectacular scenery.
I did fall but so what, if you are not falling you are not trying.
Push the boundaries.
Take the risks.
Feel alive, your cells love it.


Old is an attitude, it aint happening here, not for now anyway.

On saturday Sabrina will go to Spain to the Budwig Centre there.
www.budwigcenter.com/
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If you can possibly help us go here
www.gofundme.com/help-healing-sabrina

What a journey this has been.
She came to see me for a nutrition consultation in the beginning of September.
She was facing a 3rd chemo and major surgery for the cancer she had been diagnosed with 3 years earlier.
She told me her story and I was horrified.
Not only had she suffered all that toxic treatment but had ended up in the psychiatric hospital due to the chemo, where they then put her on drugs they told her she would be on for life.


She said to me “I know you wont stick your neck out and tell me what you really think” and of course I stuck my neck out, she is the same age as my youngest daughter, I could not bear to think of her getting more of the same, my intuition screamed no.


So she moved in with me and started the Gerson protocol.
Everyone was happy and excited about that, I put my self in quite the situation, but it felt right.


Then the cancer markers started to rise.
They often rise on Gerson as the cancer breaks down, but could we be sure. The Oncologist assured her the cancer was spreading and she would die if she did not take chemo, but could also not guarantee that it would work.


Imagine this is you, or your sister, daugher or mother, what would you think and do?


Most of her friends could not understand that she was trusting me with her life.
I get that.
But when the cancer markers rose, all faith in me disappeared and fear and pressure came in all around her like a huge weight.
What to do now.
I still knew she could heal, but I believe most people can but don't, but it's not about what I believe or my job would be easy.
I was leaving the Country but she still needed help.
The irony being she was now feeling better than she had in 10 years.
She told me that she had been attending the doctors for years feeling crap and they told her nothing was wrong.
Now she goes feeling better than she ever has and they tell her she is dying.
Quite the system.


There are 3 things you can do here.

1. Take more chemo and major surgery and pray you can come through it with some quality of life.
2. Decide that you want to die without any more poison and live out your life, however much longer it will be, the way you want.
3. Take control, research and try everything you can to heal yourcellf.

Clearly Sabrina has chosen the last one.
She is having no more allopathic drugs, they failed her twice already, she feels strongly it would kill her, she would rather die without it, her choice.


But the system is not set up for those who challenge the status quo.
If you refuse treatment and go home and die quietly that is your right, and people do, and sometimes these people heal as documented by Dr Kelly Turner, simply because they let go, they surrendered and the body got peace to heal.


But this situation is different.
Sabrina knows and has spoken to others who have healed, one of them by thought alone.
This is a fact.
Yet the Oncologist is adamant that she will die.

It baffles me that people do not research the ones that defy the odds. Especially Doctors. I know it not nice to be wrong, it happened to me once and I did not like it (sarcasm) but to be ruining peoples lives giving them a prognosis that is dubious and out of date at the very least, not sure how you would feel when you discover that.
If you look on the internet.
Sabrinas oncologist is looking for the expected signs of the clinical path and they are not there. He is baffled and reiterates how her body should be. Swollen, painful and deteriorating.
She told him she only comes for research when he asked her why she bothered coming. She is interested in what he will say and what he expects.
Her body is healing, but for her to maintain her faith under such certainty from the expert is her biggest challenge.
That and the oppressive fear and throw away comments of others. Here is an example, you are like a fruit that looks great on the inside but is rotten in the middle!!!!
Yes someone actually said that.


I started to raise money to help her, this is against every principle in me as it is not possible right now for me to help all my clients this way, and its plain wrong that you may die because of the pharmaceutical grip in our countries, this is a crusade to get things changed.


Sabrina and I talked about taking her story public, we weighed up the pros and cons, but we felt telling the story in real time would be more powerful.
And now we are telling it, rightly or wrongly, the fight for her life is on and its public.


Many friends have critisized her for airing her feelings on facebook, but unless you have walked in these shoes, and as my mum used to say, if you dont have anything nice to say, dont say anything.


The Oasis of Hope where a lot of Westerners go to heal is $25 thousand per visit.
We have researched various places, I was sending her all the links, without realising the tremendous pressure I was putting on her, and how reading and researching for your own life, drains it out of you.
I watch her from the other side of the World, this amazing little human living this horrendous story.
We have been releasing, tapping and meditating our way through this and yesterday she got word from Spain that she is accepted there, she is over the moon.
She emailed them on sunday and the actual Doctor called her the same day.


The fact they accepted her immediately tells her they have hope.
The phenomenal service they have provided builds trust.


When you think you are dying you do not want to wait around for days and weeks until someone decides whether they can help you or not, that is the same as the Allopathic system, it breeds fear and that is what Gerson did.
So Gerson is out and Budwig is in.


But let me make one thing clear from my side.
I believe she can heal without going there.


But its got nothing to do with me, its what she believes and what the people around her believe.

The fact that she is going to see a Doctor puts everyones mind at ease and makes life much easier for her.
The placebo at work, dont you love it.


And for sure this will help her heal, because she is excited about it she knows it is the right thing.
Her emotional guidance system is telling her.
The power of her mind, the power of the hope the Doctors there will give her, meeting other people who are also healing from allegedly terminal disease, this is what will lift her up and move her from hoping to knowing.


Sabrinas story is not just about Sabrina.
It is about our “Health care”.


It is about telling people they are going to die when you do not have any idea of holistic healing.
It is about abuse of power.
It is about the gap in our system, the lack of a place for people to go who want to combine or only use holistic, non toxic, natural treatments.
Its about the strangle hold of the pharmaceutical companies and our governments part in this, the money.

We still need support even if we dont want drugs.
One of the 9 steps in Dr Kelly Turners book Radical Remissions is strong social support network.
They still need Doctors and nurses.
Just open minded ones with an overview of all the incredible work that is going on around the world.
People are healing with nutrition alone.
People are healing by thought alone.
People are going to Mexico to get oxygen therapy, Vit C in high does, hypothermia, Vit B 13, Magnetic, Far infra Red, all cheap, non toxic and working!
Imagine if we can combine all of that.


This is not a competition here.
This is our lives.
I want healing for Sabrina and for her amazing wee dad, but I want it for all of us.
This suffering has to stop and we can stop it.
Collaborate FFS
Please :)
Here is the link to help us fund this healing project, every penny help, thanks in advance
www.gofundme.com/help-healing-sabrina

​I help people move from Fear to Faith
Fear kills, faith heals. Fact.


I help my clients come up for air out of the dark, suffocating fog of fear and into the light where they can breathe easy, at least for a hit.


Then they go back to their external enviroment and well meaning family, friends and doctors can and do trigger the fear again with mindless words and gestures.


This is one of the biggest things I picked up from Dr Joe Dispenza, the detrimental or transformational power of our eternal enviroment.


This happens with every single client I work with, no exceptions.

They plunge back down into fear by others careless words, especially the words of the ones closest and the Doctors who they have given over their body, power and life to.

If you do not believe people can heal, if you have not researched and read, then you should push your belief out through your mouth down theirs, right?
Even if it terrifies the living daylights out of them?

I am sure I have done it too, without realising, reacting from my fear, and giving my unwanted opinion that is filtered through my experience and past. This is not a judgement, just an observation and one we should all be very mindful of if someone we love has had the voodoo curse. (terminal or incurable prognosis based only on the fact there are no pharmaceutical drugs to help)

I knew this was a problem but had no idea how dangerous this was, until recently.

I spend an hour helping my clients to see things differently, helping them come up for air, then hours and days later others fill them with dread, yet again.

This is not about blowing sunshine up someones ass.
This is about quantum physics and the new SCIENTIFIC findings that are proven, measured and duplicated.

We have the power to heal ourcellves.
People are healing by thought alone........and dying.

In Kelly Turners book Radical Remissions she states the 9 things that people did to defy the odds.
She interviewed over 1500 and counting, people who were sent home to die but didnt.
Quite newsworthy dont ya think!!!!!!


NB. People are healing against ALL odds. Hundreds of thousands of them who have been told by the allpathic system that they are going to die.
Remember all the allopathic system can offer is pharmaceutical drugs.
Nothing else.
Quite incredible in this day and age!! 2017 ffs.
Nothing about nutrition, nothing about the past traumas, nothing about emotions, nothing about spiritual connection.
Match symptoms to drugs, thats it.

What appears to be happening through the perception of a human (Doctor) in a snapshot of your body (which is a vibrating mass of energy, constantly changing and interacting in the Field), in that second in time.

That is how your fate is being assessed.
Why the body is doing what it is doing is completely ignored like it is some nuisance behaving badly.

Kelly did her PhD on this and has a course to teach you exactly what they did, if you have cancer then do this course, or any other dis ease for that matter.

2 of the steps in Kellys book are

1. Take control.
   When you get diagnosed you possibly find you move onto a conveyor belt of activity. Appointments, tests, results, treatment, all laid out for you, you have no say. It is critical to breathe, take stock ans weigh up ALL the options, not just the pharmaceutical ones.
2. Strong social support network.

This is critical to your success, maybe the most important.
In Sophie Sabbages book The Cancer Whisperer she sent an email out to her inner circle telling them what she needed, and maybe even more importantly what she did not need, to hear especially.


Embarking on a healing journey it is one of the toughest things you will ever do.
It can take years, maybe a lifetime, and your continual challenge is to keep on keeping on. Avoiding the foods, people, places etc that you know harm you instead of healing you.
And going against the advice of the so called experts takes guts and strength that very few have.
This is where you friends and family hopefully, become part of your healing plan.
They allow you the down time then lift you up again, because believe me it is NEVER over till the fat lady sings, and people have come back from deaths door.
Because they had the balls to try.

This is not about not dying. We are all going to die, or move to the next dimension, all of us so let's pan back and take a less emotional look at this.

I am excited about this thing we call death, I believe we are not the body and just using this incredible vehicle to have an Earthly experience. This is just my conclusion after decades of research and courses.
If you are interested in the direct experience of one of the Worlds most experienced astral travellers go here.
https://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=william+bullman+death


I am not ready to go there yet, I have a load of Earthly experiences to enjoy before that.

But a huge healing irony is, when we let go of our fear of death, we often heal.
This is all about trust and surrender.


Think about this. If we knew that death was just a change of address and we had no fear of it, then the body would be less likely to get sick.
Infact the minute you signal to the body that everything is ok, the chemistry changes and it will return to homeostasis.
We do not heal ourcellves. We move out of flight or flight and into trust and the cells rearrange themcellf and healing occurs.

Staying in fear depresses the immune system, creates negative thoughts, feelings and perceptions and kills us.
Look around at all the bullshit we are being fed, its is ALL fear driven.
Could that possibly be contributing to our cancer pandemic?

Make no mistake telling people they are going to die will kill them if they believe you and hand over their power to you.
This has been happening forever and is still happening, it is just dressed a little differently now.

So let me talk about Sabrina.
Let me keep it brief.
2 rounds of chemo, 1 lot of radiation and 2 surgeries later her cancer is appearing to spread. I use the word appearing carefully and will explain in a bit.
The first round of chemo was “strong” one oncologist actually said it was amazing she survived it. WTF.
Shortly after she started it, she had an adverse reaction that landed her in Mt Carmel, Maltas psychiatric hospital.


Sabrina has been trying to stay positive, meditate, get into Nature, research, let go, juice and avoid as many toxins as possible but she is continually challenged and depressed by the test results and opinion of the oncologist who has assured her she has an expiry date (her words) and also added in how he thought it would happen, fluid in her legs (which he checked for and was surprised there was none there) and agonising pain in her belly. When that happened she is free to go back to him.

We are unclear as to the cancer markers being a sign that the cancer is spreading or breaking down and healing.
They often go up when the body is detoxing.


Try and stay positive with that kind of language and attitude and you are made of strong stuff.
When it feels like the whole world thinks you are going to die, and you are bravely reaching out and desperately searching for help and there seems to be none.


Sabrina is not alone. But she feels like she is, the fear the oncologist instills and his certainty that she will die has a strong hexing effect.
Another friend of mine took the “special chemo” that was on offer for her died before Christmas.
For some strange reason we all accept that as ok?
They tried everything.

NO THEY DIDNT.
They only tried drugs.
Wake up world.

Sabrina then applied to go to the Gerson Institute in Hungary.
They asked for her records and more tests which meant another visit to the Oncologist.
Fear and body pain, as always was the result of that visit.
Sabrina saying she was trying to heal, him saying no you wont and cant.
Quite the mentally, crazy, ridiculous, bonkers, cruel, you get the picture system.

Gerson got the physical tests then asked for the psychiatric ones.
This is what she wrote in the email.
This was all brought on by the "strong" chemo.

Sabrinas email to Gerson

In the first attachment you can see that I was admitted the hospital because of catatonic stupor and psychosis.  I was admitted to hospital on the 25th January 2014 with auditory hallucinations and paranoid ideations as can be seen in the second and third attachment.  The diagnosis on the case summary in attachment 3 shows that i had Query Encephalitis.  Such psychological problems continued until 31st March 2014 although I still attended work. 

Then after this episode I suffered from a severe depression.  I did not want to wake up and spent full days crying.  I was on different meds.  My first psychiatrist told me i would never get off psychosis meds and i changed him and the new one gave me the right meds to help me and I became better immediately  since 24th February 2015.  I was weened of psychosis meds and gave me new pills which worked immediately.  In attachment 4, 5, 6, 7, 8,9 you can see the changes in my medications. I continued on medications listed in attachment 9 + half sedoxil in the morning and another half in the evening until September 2016 when i started juicing, meditation and I had support to start reducing them.  I had no side effects whatsoever since i stopped them completely. 

She came off all the meds they told her she could never come off.
That she would have to stay on them for life?!

After receiving the medical version of the above they refused her on their detox course.


She was devastated. She had put all her hopes on getting there and meeting others and being with people who know about healing and believe in it.

Now there is a very good reason they refused.
Nothing to do with the stage 4 cancer, all to do with the treatments and drugs she had been given.
They were concerned that her body could not be thrown into their intensive 2 week detox without compromising her liver and advised her to come for the day, get the training and wean her onto the cleanse slowly.

My Mantra is TRUST.
Trust it is happening exactly the way it is meant to.
We joke and say its just going to make the book more interesting.

My take was always, if they say no then its because you are meant to go somewhere else.
She is a crazy latina fan so Spain and Mexico are the places she is drawn to, cancer aside.

The Oasis of Hope, what an awesome name, is a place most Westerners go with tremendous success.
This takes money, another gripe of mine, she should be able to take the money saved from the chemo and huge surgery and use it to heal naturally.
But its all tied up with Big Pharma.


Its hard to beg for money, or ask, or pray.
My dream is that in the near future there will be a place for all my clients old, new and the rest who will be diagnosed in our current system.
A truly holistic place, in Nature, surrounded by love and hope.
Where people can stay with their families until they “rewire” their belief system and subconscious minds.
A place where we can live and die the way we choose without the oppression of the system.
Humans are going to die.
Sabrina has faced death for 3 years, she has done an incredible job, made transformational changes in her life since the day she came to me and said life was not worth living if you could not have a ftira lol.

She says the last few months have been the best of her life.
To die drinking juice, laughing, dancing and visiting your friends in different countries is not ok but to die in a hospital hooked to a drip with poison dripping in, or radiation burning your precious body is normal.

EH?

We are researching all real options for her. Hippocrates is where I would love her to go but it is hugely expensive plus the travel, Oasis of Hope is run like Gerson, a charity but it is in Mexico and a few visits maybe required.

Donal Trump wants to build a wall to keep Mexico separate.
I find it quite ironic that most lateral thinking diseased Westerners are going there to experience the most powerful healers on the Planet.
I hope they will never keep us out.

If you can donate even 10euros it will help us on the journey.
But even more important is your support and messages to her that keep her spirits up, please know that each one of you who has taken the time to message, your words mean more than you can know.
Here is the link, appreciation and gratitude in abundance.

www.gofundme.com/help-healing-sabrina

You need the treatment you believe you need.
Most people I work with are more afraid of the treatments than death.
Is that our intuition?

You can die, it going to happen, in fear or love.
What would you choose?

Here is to our right to choose, and our right to believe.
Thank you for reading.
​Happy, abundance, joyful new year to you all.

Healing by thought alone evidence.